Her Blood Tears

Vampire Saint

Rhys's POV

I was with my father along with Gideon and Aidric. We were talking about titles. Gideon was jealous when I didn't want my title at all. I wish I could hand it over to him. I would gladly offer it away. Aidric was impressed with me but he still doesn't know that I failed to get a human capsule.

"Is it weird to have Clove back" asked Aidric curiously. "It's not bad" I said honestly. I mean I don't care. I want to be polite to him. I hated to have all the attention on me. "We'll boys that's all. You may leave us to discuss further arrangements" said Aidric. He waved us away with a flick of his hand.

Me and Gideon left them to themselves. It is best to do what is told. We aren't actually royalty. We are just the twelfth vampire council. I went to my room as Daisy had her first watch tonight. I was in my room minding my own business. I wanted to paint.

I just needed ideas. I wanted to paint Fern again. She is so beautiful with her cute pigtails. I loved how happy she looks when her pigtails are curled. She looks like she has cute fluffy dog ears. I wish that Fluffy was with her right now. I know she misses her dog so much. I wanted to only help her.

Last night I went over and I gave her a note that says I love her. I had a tiny heart on it. She told me she does too. I brought her tons of flowers she can be busy today making new flower arrangements. I loved her new designs. I thought it would make her happy.

I was so glad to be with her again. It brought a smile to my face and hers. She was gorgeous when she twirled flowers around in her hands. I had to spin her around at least. We danced for a little bit when I was over there. I stayed the night with her.

I wanted to make a cute poem about how I felt. It was the quote of today. It was always be there even when your not. Heart, mind and soul are they places you need. I couldn't agree with this quote more. It was so cute but very true. I actually loved it.

I wrote the rest of the poem in my journal. It was my diary so it could stay there forever. I took the time to write in my journal. This was my twentieth journal starting on day two hundred and thirty five days. I was writing about my love Fern Gardova. She is honestly the best. I couldn't be happier.

Today also seemed like a painting day. Once I finished in my journal I began to paint. After I left her house I came back here with lily's. These were amazing. The got me excited to paint them. The flowers we're going to be for Alieen as well.

Talon was making her a special gift. She loves white chocolate covered strawberries. Talon made a heart shaped box and made the white chocolate covered strawberries. Me and Fern just had to get flowers for her. She loved these so much. I hoped Alieen likes her little surprise. She needed to get better.

She had Talon pacing my room like a maniac. Talon also hasn't been sleeping. They have been engaged for so long I just wish they finally tie the knot. If not Talon will be depressed for who knows how long. He has only ever loved her. I can't see them break.

I was making a card for Alieen. I made a origami bird. It was her letter from all of us. Everyone put what they wanted. I was just going to put the final touches. Talon was going to give it to her soon. I wish we could see how she looks. Nobody has seen her except for the elders and Talon.

He was the only exception since he is her fiancé. I sat here thinking about Fern. I made her origami flowers again. This time they we're smaller and I colored it. She needed to know how her friend was doing at least. I wrote in my journal some more as I waited for Talon to come into my bedroom.

This time it was just a penny for my thoughts. Talon came in and thanked me for getting it ready. He left to go give it to her. He hated to leave her side for even a second. I understood the feeling. I would have ran to Fern by now but I have to think that I am protecting her this way. It's better this way.

That's what I have to tell myself. I changed quickly to go workout. It was my training day after all. I had one more to go. It's what my dad expects me to do to become a vampire saint. It's a lot of work. I don't want to be like my parents either. That's another thing that I like about Fern.

We honestly connect on a lot of stuff together. It just makes sense on how much I love her. I miss hanging out in our groups. The girls and us guys at our secret spot. We loved spending time all together. I wish things didn't have to change so fast. Why did things have to go so wrong so fast. It wasn't fair.

At least Alieen and Fern were able to meet one another. I would be in so much pain if they didn't get the chance to meet. Everyone will be sad if anything would happen to either of them. Fern is my soul mate. I couldn't handle losing her too. Alieen has lived with me since I was a younger vampire.

It's hard to lose a good friend as well. Fern has even called me her love. Yesterday when we kissed each other goodbye she had to be on her tippy toes. It was honestly adorable. Everyone is questioning how I control my hunger around her and it's because I love her so much I don't starve and I can't take her blood. She found another part of me I never knew.