unloved weapon

fault

George POV

i open my eyes and feel how my head hurts.
"oh god.." i slowly sit myself up and look over to Clays bed.

then I remember what happened yesterday.
Nick and Clay fought against two other people..

"you idiot are awake." Clay says "you aren't that smart when you're drunk." he gives me a glass of water.

I just look at him while drinking my water, but saying I do nothing.

he looks like shit.

"looks like you lost." i place my glass down "you own me something." he says "none said that you guys should fight." i lay down.

"i saved you from getting raped and that's your thanks?" he angrily looks at me.

my breath gets taken away.

"huh.." i make "yeah, you heard me." he says and I slowly feel myself panicking.
"If I wasn't there something would've happened."

"wait- can't you remember?" he ask and I slowly shake my head while some flashbacks appear in my view.

"whatever." he slowly starts to get out "thanks clay." I bring out of my mouth "no problem." he says and leaves.

I immediately start to breath loud and I slowly look around. I quickly take my phone and was about to call mom, when I realised..

she doesn't know.

"fuck!" I quickly walk to the bathroom.

2pm

"you've been so quiet today." Karl says "I'm just tried." I mumble.
he stays quiet.

"nick won't talk to me anymore." he suddenly says "why?" I turn my head to him.
"because of yesterday." he says "nick looks like shit and clay doesn't look any better."

"yeah- but it was their decision?" I look confused at Karl "they started the fight, not the other two."

Karl stays quiet.

"you should be the angry one, since Nick just appeared and started to fight." i bite my sandwich.

"what about clay?" he asks "I don't know why he fought, I can't remember." I mumble.
"I think he fought because that guy touched you." he says "touched me?"

"yes, like down there." he says "okay- enough. I don't wanna hear that." I look away from Karl.

after minutes of just sitting around, we see nick and clay walking pass us. I look over to Karl cause he suddenly stands up and walks over to them.

"are you still gonna ignore me?" he asks, but nick just passes him. "It's your own fault that you look like shit now!" I shout behind.

nick, and clay, turn around.
"none told you to fight." i say "what do you know?! you were drunk!"

"that doesn't mean I can't remember." i say "George is right." Karl appears next to me.

"I was just dancing with him and you came out of nowhere and started a fight." he says
"he was coming closer to you-"

"we were dancing!"

"you can't be mad at me because you did something wrong!" Karl angrily says "I was having my fun until you came and ruin it. I should be the mad one!"

"I tried to protect you!" nick shouts
"you think I can't protect myself?" Karl says "I wasn't drunk- I was completely fine!"

"lets not talk here." Clay suddenly says "let them be." I say to him.

"I'm not one of your sluts that need protection! I can handle my own things!" Karl shouts "I never said you were one of them!"

"you act like it!"

it stays quiet.

Karl starts to leave "don't just leave like that-" nick suddenly grabs his wrist.
"fuck off!" Karl shouts and pushes him away.

I feel clays eyes on me.

"what?" I turn my head to him "this is your fault." he suddenly says "my fault-" I look confused at him "are you trying to make a fight with me now?"

"no, but it wouldn't have ended like this." he says "Karl just said what he thought. Both of us were in the right." i say to clay.

"Nick started the fight for no reason." I say "you think so?" he says "of course."

"I mean.." clay starts "his friend was an asshole so that other guy surely was too."
"you can't know that!" I say.

"just because Karl is in love, do you think I'm also in love?" i say "it's not the same-"
"it is."

he sighs.

god.. I can't stand him!

5pm

"what?" i say to tic "I'm just asking.." he says "you and clay started to hang out, so I thought you guys would be friends now." tic says.

i like tic.
he's a good friend of mine.

"you know.." i start "i can't stand clay." i look at him "but I've to pretend like i do, so I can get better than him in school."

"so you are trying to stab his back?" tic suddenly says "i like that." he says after a few minutes.

i feel a smile on my face.

"Clay is too annoying for me to be friends with him." i look away from him and lean myself back "but I need his help to be the best."

"that's smart of you." tic says.
"I know, right?" i laugh and look over to Karl "that's stupid."

"why is that stupid?" i ask "cause you shouldn't be doing that." he says "don't give me that number.." i mumble.

"I'm not giving you a number, I'm giving you some brain." he angrily says "i clearly have more brain than you."

"you may have more brain in school, but outside of school you're a complete dumbass." Karl gets up.

"damn- who hurt you." tic laughs "none." he looks to me "i just can't stand people who use other people for their own good."

"your secret will be safe with me since you are my best friend, but don't ever talk about something like that to me." he says before leaving.

"he overreacted." i say
"yeah.. he did."