you're holding me and holding back. | 暗黙の
a scaramouche x reader au where you experience your first heartbreak. as you try to move on just like any other person would do, fate, or the devil in this case, has other plans. what's in it for the both o...
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mona pov —
mona was currently back at the dorm, inside her room. she knew she went a little overboard with y/n today but she couldn't help it. in all honesty, she was jealous. jealous of y/n and scaramouche's relationship. why would scaramouche ever agree on dating on someone else if she was right there? that's what she thought.
y/n and scaramouche having a past was the least thing she was expecting when she had asked her to spill their secret. so the moment those words came out of y/n's mouth, her emotions got the best of her. and she said things that should've been better left unsaid.
she knew she had to apologise to y/n one way or the other because she knew she was mostly in the wrong here. but how? when? she didn't know. it made things even worse considering they both lived under the same roof. she sighed and decided she would be back to square one, to those days when y/n came out to have her breakfast or dinner only when no one was around. guess mona would be the one doing that this time.
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y/n on the other hand was still outside. she had decided to take a stroll at the park which was nearest to her university.
she saw an ice cream parlour near the entrance and decided to treat herself. 'if no one got me i know ice cream got me. amen.' she thought to herself before taking her first bite (or lick but that just sounds kinda.. 😦).
she observed the kids swinging, with their parents behind the swings who were supporting them, smiling without a care in the world. then she noticed the old couple who sat next to each other on the bench, with smiles on their faces, probably reminiscing their old memories.
y/n wouldn't say she had a bad relationship with her parents but it was not the best either. they were just .. there. she hardly talked to them and vice versa. the only time they talked was when y/n got her grades. whenever she did bad, she was called a "disappointment", whenever she did good, she was appreciated. this was the main reason why she started studying hard. she thought that's the only way to get validation.
so when mona told her about wanting to get validation, she wasn't entirely wrong. y/n used to be the type to go on extremes for people she cared about just to get on their good side.
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scaramouche pov —
after y/n had gone, he finally decided to step back in to the library to the area where she was before.
