the book of poems

How Do I Explain

How do i explain
That i don't feel anything
Yet tears threaten to fall from my face?
How do i explain
That the scars on my body
Bring me more joy than pain?
How do i explain
That i want to love but can't ?
How do i explain
That I'm broken
And have no desire to be fixed?
How do i explain it
When the words won't
Tumble out my mouth
Without a crack in my heart
And without
My soul dying?
:it feels like I'm dying

-ray.