Endless Love

Prologue

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Di na ako magtataka kung balang araw ay iiwanan din tong anak mo.

Those words are like knife stabbing my heart. Tingin ko nga parang naniniwala na ako nun. Para siyang curse na nangyayari talaga. It's been decades yet it still hunting me. I'm trying myself to pretend that I'm not affected dahil bata lang ako nung sinabi iyon. But for years' sake! 8 years old na ako nung sinabi iyun ng naging mistress ni Daddy. Nais kung kalimutan iyon, but what happened last year is really an evidence if that cursed.

In just a span of one year, I failed five times in my relationship. Damn! Freaking FIVE men broke me! At ang rason nila? They used me because of my fame, money, as a trophy girlfriend. At ang huli, yung virginity ko. Damn! Buti nalang talaga at naagapan pa ang planong yun.

Di ko naman sila pinagsasabay, sunod-sunod nga lang. Hopeless romantic kasi ako kaya at naniniwalang 'di dapat ang panliligaw ang pinapatagal kundi relasyon' kaya kapag nagtapat sa akin, sagot na kaagad.

But now, I've learn from that mistakes. Nasaktan na ako ng husto, at takot na akong ipaglaban kung ano ang nararamdaman ko knowing that, that cursed keeps on happening. And my parents didn't know that it's really a burden.

"Dad, Mom I like to proceed Med school after I graduated BS-Bio. Gusto ko po sanang sa University of California ako." I'm afraid na papayagan nila ako. They are so strict when it comes to distance dahil sa naranasan namin noon. But this is my dream, ang maging doctor.

I can see the uneasiness of my mother while Daddy is still in his serious and firm look.

"I have a proposition to make with you, kapalit ng hinihiling mo." Nakita ko kung paano pigilan ni Mom si Dad but he's so firm with his decision. Dapat ba akong kabahan?

"You're trying to make business here, Dad. But whatever it is, ano ba yan?" I arched my brow.

"I want you to get married this summer." I literally drop my jaw. I can't believe this. At this point in my life? Di na nga ako sumalang sa relasyon, ikakasal pa kaya?

"You're not funny, Dad." I faked a laugh, but he really seemed to be serious. "I'm not cracking a joke nor a prank here, young lady." I stood up.

"Dad! Ayoko! Get's niyo yun? Ayoko po." I fisted my hand. Kita kong naiiyak na si Mom.

"Sinusuway mo na ba ako, Hayeena Kathleen?" I was taken aback. Dad is mad already. He called me by my full name. I can't help but to let my tears escape.

I shook my head, and after that I ran to my bedroom. I need a break from this talk. All I want is to digest what has been the topic a while back. I'm only a third year college for crying out loud. Ni minsan di sumagi sa isip ko ang magpakasal kahit sa mga nakakarelasyon ko.

I'm now in a total mess.