My Bodyguard

Chapter 6

Manik's pov

In these two months with Nandini well the princess and being her security detail I have realized she isn't quiet the princess that she assumes to be

I mean she is energetic and very bratty but I have seen the way she is a lot of times, the way she tries to fit in and run around bars and clubs to have fun and feel included but it never works

She has made out well kisses 2 guys and each time when she comes out of that situation her face drains blood like she has seen a ghost

It was something I wondered but the fact that she hit on me and full on asked me to fuck her made me realize this was serious

It went further when she kissed my jaw and I am not going to lie, I was so turned on but I can't, not when I know she is fragile

I leaned forward and pressed my lips on her forehead, she closed her eyes feeling my lips on her head

"You are so strong Nandini, don't lose yourself" I whispered pulling back

I was about to go out of the room but she grabbed my arm stopping me from getting up

Her hands fisted my t shirt as she stared in my eyes

"Don't go please" she whispered

I scouted closer to her resting my arm on her thighs since she was siting with her legs criss cross

"What is it princess" I asked

"I umm mmhm I am sorry" she whispered tightening her hold on the hem of my t shirt

"For what exactly" I asked tilting her chin up to meet my eyes

"For being a desperate slut"

"Hey, we don't use such words for your highness" I teased but she wasn't in the mood I guess

Her face fell.

"I just umm I"

"Don't keep it in, you can only keep so much in princess. When your father hired me it wasn't jsut for your protection physically, he wanted me to be there"

"I know he knows how much of a fuck up I am which is why he kept you around me" she said

"He loves his daughter a lot which is why he asked me to take care of you"

She shook her head looking down

"I am sorry for throwing my pathetic ass on you. I know you don't want me hell you are forced to be my security detail and here I am asking you to fuck me and shit. Its shitty I know"

"Thats not true"

She shook her head leaning closer to me

"Manik why don't you want to have sex with me" she asked resting her head on my chest

"Its not that I don't want to, its not something you want princess. I don't know why you asked but it doesn't seem like thats what you really want"

"I do want you please Manik, please I beg you"

"Look at me princess" I said pulling her face out of my chest

"Please" she begged still holding my t shirt

she was so vulnerable.

Anyone would die at the chance of having her and here I am denying her

Her tiny little hands held onto my face leaving my t shirt

"Please"

I leaned forward and placed my lips on hers.

She took a deep breath in moving her lips, I wrapped my arms around her back pulling her closer on my lap