My Bodyguard

Chapter 16

"Can I sit close to you" she asked

"Come here princess" I said opening my arms to her

She fell in my arms, hiding her face in my neck. I pulled the blankets up and kissed the top of her head

"We shouldn't have done what we did in Paris"

"What do you mean, no manik you can't just"

"Shhh finger on your lips now princess and no interrupting me"

She nodded laying her head on my shoulder and a finger on her lips making me smile

"We shouldn't have started what we did in Paris, I know it was my fault for accepting that little thing you said about our physical relationship but I also cannot deny that i loved every bit of Paris, whether it was us just in bed or us hanging out outside the house. It felt organic" she giggled making me stop talking

I tipped her chin up and saw that shine in her eyes again.

"Whats the mater' I asked

"Organic sounds like orgasmic" she said giggling

"Very inappropriate Nandini" I said trying to serious but she just giggled

"Like I was saying, being with you felt natural and amazing. I can say this loud and clear that from my side it was never jsut sex, it was always more. When we got back here I was hurt at the incident but you matter more than this pain I was in. You are right that it feels nice to be around each other. It wasn't the sex that made us want to kiss in public or hold hands, our relationship has always been a bit confusing. We shouldn't have dived into it like we did but we cannot change the past so lets clear a few things out"

"What things" she asked

"I am your bodyguard, a mere security detail and you are royalty, you are a princess. We cannot date and you know this, you know that there are a handful of prince that are more deserving than I am for you"

"Shh no, I"

"I said finger on your lip, didn't I" I asked

"You did"

"Then shush it"

"I do not like you shushing me"

i glared at her, not a serious one

"Okay fine" she said putting her finger on her lips again

"I do not deserve you, but I am selfish, so fucking selfish to let you go. I am jsut a security guard but fuck that, I am not losing you"

She giggled clapping her hands making me smile at her.

"I need to know that I am all you want for a while well I meant forever, I need to know that you know me enough to spend the rest of your life with me, in royalty or not"

"I want you" she said

"Not a spur of the moment decision, I need you to think about it"

"I don't need to think about it, I am telling you now"

"I said think about it"

"And I siad I don't need to"

"I am talking about forever with you not a few days or months, so take time"

"You are so fucking annoying, so fucking stubborn with your words right now. I want you okay, I need you now this discussion is over and done with and that's an order from the princess" she said

"Princess I don't follow orders, you out of everyone should know this" I said smirking

"Oh take that smug smirk off your face" she said