Right now, its 2am in the morning, outside its raining. The sound of raindrops falling and hitting windows are mixed with the sound of winds and thunder.
People are usually asleep at this time around. Well, but not her.
She was sleeping soundly a few moments ago, until that nightmare came and woke her up. It was always like this. The nightmare would come and it would just woke her up because of how much it scares her.
She always woke up in the same state; wet cheeks, sometimes there are still a few tears that rolling down from her eyes, quivering lips, shivered body, uneven breathing. She then would hug her knees and pressed them to her chest. Trying to make her breath sound even, to calm herself and stop crying.
But she can't.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.."
Her voice was so soft. Barely above a whisper. Those images from her nightmare just keep flooding inside her head and she can't stop it.
The images of long black hair with streaks of red. Bright dark brown eyes looking straight into her soul. Those eyes that slowly crinkled when she smiled. And for the love of god, that smile.
The smile that she hasn't saw for the last 3 years.
The smile that only can be seen inside her dream and disappear when she woke up.
The smile that always calm her senses and make her feel at peace.
The smile that guarantee her that everything's gonna be okay.
The smile
that she lose.
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gaaah its so raw and so bad im sorry i dont use english on daily basis. so if there some misspelling or wrong grammar and such forgive me.
better yet, give me some advice bc im a beginner in this.
anyway, thank you for reading!
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