She's mine! (Bill Cipher X Reader)

Chapter 19

A/n: TW: this chapter contains subjects of rape and sexual assault. I will try not to go into too much detail to avoid triggering someone (trust me I get it, that's why i write about it so much to bring attention to it. You aren't alone :) )

~Y/N POV~

"I-I-" My hands started to shake as the memories of Tennessee came flooding back into view. The sun, the car, the running, the laughter. My vision started to get blurry, my legs and arms were shaking violently.

"Y/n are you ok?" Bill asks, putting his arm around me. I shake my head.

"I- I feel dizzy"

~Bills pov~

Y/n passed out in my arms. Time seemed to slow as I panicked to find a way to help her. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I opened a portal to the mystery shack and picked her and the letter up Fuck fuck fuck I walked in and yelled "Is anyone home? Y/n passed out!"

Immediately, Ford, Stan, and Mabel came to her aid. Ford tried to pick her up from my arms until I started making demon sounds and he backed off. He motioned me to follow him to his lab and we went down. Stan and Mabel followed behind me as we walked to a separate part of his lab that looked like a doctors office. There was even a jar of lollipops. He caught me staring.

"Mabel convinced me." He says.

Meanwhile In a different universe

"Help please!" Y/n said. "Bill passed out!"

Crickets

Ford walks in.

"Oh you're here." He says

"Bill passed out!" Y/n cries.

"He'll walk it off-"

Back to the current universe

"What happened to her?" Ford says. I hand him the letter while setting Sundrop down on the patient bed.

"She read that and started shaking and passed out." I say in a panicked voice.

"Oh god- Bill I barely know her and still know why this frightened her." Ford says, covering his mouth.

"Why?" I ask. "All she told me is they touched her or something, I don't remember." Ford sighs.

"No wonder she rejected you." He muttered. "Y/n was raped and sexually assaulted by these three boys down over there. They scarred her, that's probably why she wouldn't have sex with you." He paused for a moment. "Yes, I know about that." He says. "She didn't let Dipper near her until he had known her for at least 4 months. They only talked on the phone. She can be really sensitive about that stuff and the fact that her parents didn't believe her and and extremely insensitive only made it worse for her. So getting a letter telling her to visit was a trigger for her putting high stress on her brain causing her to pass out."

"How do you know about that and I didn't! Barely know her my ass." I say, huffing. "I suppose she won't be visiting then."

Ford started checking her vitals and making sure she's ok. Stan cleared his throat which startled me.

"Y/n might go to visit. It's hard to tell with her. She might go to say 'this doesn't affect me' but at the same time she might not be ready. It all depends on her level of confidence, which doesn't seem that high considering her reaction." He says.

"I think she is super brave and will totally stand up against those jerks!" Mabel said words slightly slurring while sipping on her pink Mabel juice that wreaked of vodka and glitter. Stan looked at her and then at the drink and took it from her hands. "NoOoOoOoOo"