Chapter twelve and a half: Mini story!

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Dont judge I just wrote it when I thought of it it's unedited. TW self harm

~YOUR POV~

You rushed around the bathroom frantically looking for a cloth to clean up the blood before bill found out. It was past midnight and you couldn't sleep, Dipper was missing and you didn't know why. You quietly went out of the
Bathroom and looked for a hoodie. You had to hide it, if he saw what you had done he would never forgive you, ever. You found a yellow one with black on the inside.

'Perfect' You thought to yourself. You put in on and went downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed and black hand towel. You went back upstairs and cleaned up the blood. It was starting to smear though. You turned around and opened the door to see Bill staring down at you.

"Sundrop.." he said sternly. "What are you doing?" He asked, worried.

"Um it's a little embarrassing...." I said nervously. 'Come on I need an excuse! Well here goes nothing...' "period accident..." I said.

"O-oh I'm so sorry I-" he started to say.

"It's ok....." I said. I put my hands around his hand and pulled him down for a kiss. He touched my wrist and I yelped in pain. "Ow!" I said. He looked down at me and tried to grab my arm again, but I pulled my arm away. "It's nothing... just a bruise from playing...." I said.

"Sundrop..."

"It's nothing!" I said

"Y/n!" He said. He never said my name, ever, unless he was being serious.

"It was an accident I swear.." I said, I had tears in my eyes. He started to pull up the hoodie sleeves and hesitated.

"Darling is this what I think it is?" He asks, I shook my head. He pulled up the sleeves to reveal scars. Tons of them, some were still bleeding. "Sundrop, what-...why we- .....I thought- ....are you- ....what were yo- ...why?" He fumbled with his words.

"Dipper, he's been gone and when I stress I Itch my arm..... It's been starting to bleed because I've scratched too much. Then it escalated and I tried to find a new way to feel the pain and it changes to cutting. I swear I- I just need a new kind of pain, I can't deal with this one... that why I haven't tried helping the cuts.. maybe the old pain will go away if I drown it with new pain.." I started crying. "Don't be mad!" I said stuffing my face in his chest. To my surprise, he didn't look mad, or like he was taking pity on me, or disappointed. He looked sad, concerned.

"Sundrop, I would never be mad at you for something like this. If anything I'm mad at myself for letting you get so stressed about this. I understand that you miss Pinetree, to be honest I miss him a tad ( A/N: strange) bit too. Even if he was furious at me. Trust me, the old pain will go away eventually, he'll come back, you don't need new pain, that will only make the pain worse..." he said. I started to see spots.

"Bill, you trying to be funny by making me see polka dots? It's kinda working but it's making me kinda dizzy." I said. He frowned, concerned.

~BILLS POVVVVVV~

"No, I'm not. Just a second Sundrop. Lay down." I carried her to the bed and laid her down and  wrapped bandages around her arm. "I'll be right back in a second. Don't move, ok?" I teleported to the Mystery Shack and opened the door. I was greeted by Stan who had an angry face when he saw me. He tried slamming the door but I stopped him. "Please Stan, Sundrops hurt, let me in please, I need old Sixer." I said. He looked at me with fright and worry. "I-I mean Ford."

"Come in come in..." he said hurriedly. I followed him down to where Si- I mean Ford worked. "Bill has something to say." He said.

"Look I'm sorry for everything, but Sundrop needs your help and I don't know how to help her. Please, don't let me stop you from helping her, id bring supplies if i were you, i don't think bandaids will cut it." I said. He grabbed the medkit and some other supplies that looked like pointy wires and heating pads. I teleported Him, Stan, and I to Sundrops room. I told Ford what she said and he said to give him a bag of blood. I looked at him, very confused.

"She's (blood type)" Stan said.

"Quickly!!!" He said. He was picturing all the supplies he needed in his mind, imagining it around him, so all I had to do was read it. I gave him what he needed and he got to work. After he was done he left and said not to mess with anything, and it was best not to do anything.... devil knows what he meant by that.. she's in pain why would i... I kissed her forehead and laid down next to her, I wanted to cuddle her but I that would require moving things around and I'm not gonna do that. I starred at the ceiling and whispered to Sundrop.

"It will be okay." I felt a faint hot breath on my ear.

"As long as your here it will." She says, I smile.

"I love you."

"I love you too spicy Dorito." She says. I whisper yell to her.

"I'm Not A Dorito." I say.

(Inappropriate wording warning for you kiddos)


"Really? Because you're so hot and you taste so good it's hard to resist you.... I just love to eat you up...." she said. I felt my face get hot. I smirked.

"Well damn I guess i am, too bad you have needles and wires around you cuz I really want your under me right about now.."

"Hmm to bad, maybe tomorrow.." she said. I moved a little closer to her.

(Ok it's gone now, warning over..... it wasn't too bad I guess but like if your less that 14 I wouldn't suggest reading it... why am I even writing things like that If I'm giving you an age restriction)

"Goodnight my love." I planted a kiss on her lips.

"Goodnight cipher.." she said, trying to give me a kiss but I kept her down.

"Don't get up Ford said not to mess with anything."

"But I wanna kiss y-"

"No Sundrop you can kiss me in the morning... Goodnight."

"Goodnight. Can I have melatonin?" She asked. I thought about it.

"No"

"Fine." She said. I booped her nose and said goodnight one last time and she felt asleep.

Mini storyyyyyyyyyyy 1151 words, that's like 1/3 of a normal chapter or even a half so you got lucky I extended this little mini story..

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