She's mine! (Bill Cipher X Reader)

Chapter 17

A/n: hey y'all! I'm sorry i was gone for so long. I just finished editing the previous chapters and cutting and changing some stuff for the sake of better writing bc i have grown as a writer lol. Feel free to reread. TW are heavy tho- anyway enjoy your reboot of SHES MINE!

Y/Ns pov

He proposed to me- he really did it. I can't believe it, i don't know whether to be more surprised it happened or that i said no. I mean we are moving so fast- I am so young and i don't even know him all that well. I wish i did, I want to know more about him. I want to know him, I feel like sometimes he's just a stranger to me. Not to mention his family is so confusing. I thought his parents died but his siblings talk like they aren't. Was he lying to me? What is up with that?
My thoughts raced. I knew he was reading them. He probably couldn't help it. I didn't care, it didn't bother me that much anymore. I had gotten used to it- mostly.

"Hey Y/n?" Bill asked. Fuck he said my name.

"Yeah what's up? I didn't know you were awake." I say, a bit startled. He sat up and looked at me. He seemed serious. I sat up as well and yawned, stretching my arms out.

"I haven't been completely honest with you about something." He says. I stare at him and nod, slightly scared. He didn't cheat, did he? God what's wrong with me he would never do that. Why would I even think that? He sighed. "When I made the deal with you, saying you were mine, it wasn't because I wanted you. It was because I wanted to get back at Dipper. I didnt realize I was really in love with you until summerween. I feel so horrible about it. It's been eating me up for a while now, knowing I let you trust me and I betrayed you like everyone else." He looked at the covers, avoiding eye contact, ashamed. "But I swear, even back then, it wasn't fake. I was flirting because I thought you were cute, I kissed you because I wanted to, I helped you because I cared. I understand if you want to leave. Even if it wasn't completely fake, it still happened." I stared in shock.

I expected this. I prepared. I made sure to not get attached and it still happened.
He said it wasn't fake so maybe I should forgive him. I don't know. This is a lot.

"Bill- I love you. You are amazing. I'm not all that surprising. I did expect that when a random demon wants me, it's for selfish reasons. But because you love me now and it wasn't completely fake then, I'll stay. I want you, flaws and all. " I said. A tear fell down his cheek as he kissed me, pulling me closer to him.

"I love you Sundrop" Said Bill.

"I love you too Dorito." I say. He laughed and picked me up and twirled me around.

"I have a lot of other things to tell you but- i think some will have to wait. For now though i think i should explain something you are probably confused about. Satan and Satana aren't my parents, My parents are dead. Satan and Satana are like my adopted parents, but that's a story for another day, my dear." He says.

"Huh-" i groaned. "You read my mind didn't you"

"You seem tired."

"And you seem to be avoiding the question. I'm gonna go back to sleep wake me when it's time to head to the mystery shack."

Time skip a few hours

I woke up to yelling downstairs. I looked to my side to see the covers messed up and bill gone. I got dressed into a black skirt and a f/c shirt. I went halfway down the stairs when I see Mill yelling at Bill. She hit the back of his head.

"You asked her to marry you! Dumbass! What's wrong with you?" She yelled. She realizes how loud she was and lowered her voice. "How'd she take the stuff about Pinetree?"