She's mine! (Bill Cipher X Reader)

Chapter four

~Y/N'S POV~

I went home that night in silence. No music, no podcast, no audiobook, just my thoughts. I got in my house, fidgeting with my keys, and went straight to bed. I was a little upset, almost angry. I don't know why. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone. It was too much of a crazy day to be doing anything other than sleep. I had already been forced into kissing Bill on the cheek (which, looking back on it, his cheek was really soft and it wasn't that bad of an experience) and then hurting him by telling him I didn't love him right after he just saved mine and the twins life. Part of me doesn't care about hurting his feelings. At the same time, I mean, what did he expect?! One: I just met him. Two: he had forced too much onto me for someone I just met. Lastly, three: he hasn't actually tried to engage in meaningful conversation, all he had done was sit down and watch a movie! Sure, he saved me, but that doesn't let me get to know him! Not to mention it's a little suspicious that he wants me... I don't know him. He doesn't know me...... So what does he actually want? I started to drift asleep hoping for a good dream.

~BILLS POV~

I stood outside Sundrops door and read her thoughts. I couldn't help but find myself feeling bad. Maybe I shouldn't have forced myself on her? But, at the same time, we made a deal! So she's not allowed to blame me! She's mine! Not anyone else's, even if it is just to get close to Pinetree. I don't know why I did it though. I could've just killed him right then and there, but I didn't. I made a deal instead. So what did I want? Really? Did I see her and Dipper and wanted what I couldn't have? Do I just want him to suffer? Taking the girl he wants most in the world and making her a slave to the person he hates most? Or do I actually want her and I'm just disguising it as an evil ploy? Who the hell am I kidding, I obviously just want to hurt Pinetree. I need to get my head back in the game. Get her to fall in Love with me, break Pinetree, break her.

~2ND PERSON POV~

You sit down and pull out a piece of paper you found walking around. I wonder who it's from.

"To anyone who believes the lie
Trust is something you can buy
If you walk that path till the end
You will lose anyone you call a friend.
So if you decide to take the road
You have been warned, you have been told
So really next time you want some trust
Try earning it and keeping touch
In life, two main choices have to be made
The choice of love and the choice of hate
Given the current circumstances
I think the world has chosen the last
And that is something that'll make them pay
You may be confused or scared
But don't worry, I'll be there
In your darkest dreams in the darkest hour
I'll be there with you and I won't cower.
Now that you have read this note
I want you to remember what has been wrote
Whether you agree or if you don't
Just try not to make the mistake, I know I won't.....

Well what does that mean?!

You wake up and get dressed into your f/c shirt and high waisted black ripped jeans. You rummage around to find your converse but you can't find them anywhere. 'Where are they?'. You decide you'll find them later and go down stairs. Bill's sitting at the table, eating cereal (if you can call it eating) and laughing while stabbing forks into his arm. He seemed to have a little trouble eating considering he had never had to so before.

"Have I ever told you that pain is hilarious?" He said. You look at him dully.

"What are you doing?" You asked.

"Eating, obviously. This food is very bland." He said. Milk was dribbling down from the corner of his mouth. You sigh.

"You do realize your not eating correctly right?" You say.