1st January 2013
Dear Diary,
Happy New Year. Well, not so happy but still. I remember how this was the day we started with our friendship. It’s been one year since then and now…I can’t even tell if we’re friends exactly of not.
He has started behaving coldly with me now, ignoring me all the time. Why? Isn’t he tired already after fighting for so long? Doesn’t he wish for us to be like what we were earlier?
He shouldn’t have helped me in the first place, shouldn’t have initiated our friendship, shouldn’t have been nice to me in the first place if he was to act coldly then. Isn’t it unfair to first treat the person all nicely and warmly making them feel special and then suddenly acting all cold and neglecting and making them feel like useless in their life?
No, this was enough! This wasn’t how we were meant to be when we started our friendship. Earlier, we both were trying hard to keep our friendship against all odds, now I’m the only one doing that. But even so, I’m not going to back out. I’m going to continue making efforts. To persuade him back to being friends with me. I know it’s pathetic but it is what it is. I will chase after him and continue making efforts until I feel it’s time to let go. But that’s surely not gonna happen because I know I’ll persuade him.
My New Year’s Resolution is to persuade him and be friends with him again.
Love
Your Owner
