3rd October 2014
Dear Diary,
I saw him today, waiting at the corridor of my classroom. At first I thought he was waiting for someone else but when he looked at me and started walking towards me, I confirmed it was me for whom he was waiting. Unconsciously my heartbeats raised as he walked towards me. It’s been so long. Had he finally felt the need to solve everything?
But the words that he tells me, weren’t exactly it
“Stay away from Ben. He isn’t a good guy.”
He say with his deep voice. It seems decades since last time I heard him talk.
No hi, no hello, no how are you doing? The first thing he says is to stay away from Ben? I asked him the reason to which he only replied.
“He doesn’t have good intentions. He’s trying to be your friend just so that he can use you later. Just break the friendship with him and stay away.”
I don’t know from where the context arises? Why would he try to use me? What gain would he get from it? I’m the least known girl here so there is no need to be friends with me and ‘using me’ like he’s saying. Is he just saying that because Ben is his opponent team’s player? Is that the reason? But then again, what does that have to do with me? I’m not his friend anymore that it’d be wrong to befriend his opponent teammate. He and I had no relation now and he should stop bothering in my business.
Anger took over me. And the next words that came out from me were surely harsh…
“It’s so easy for you to say ‘break the friendship’. I’m not like you who takes friends for granted. And atleast…”, I paused before completing… “He’s better than you.”
There I expressed my bottled up feelings. To be honest, I didn’t care about Ben at all. Like, I had barely known him since a month, so I could try to stay away if it was earlier ‘him’ who said that. But this guy in front of me was someone else. Who is he to control my life! I can do whatever I want and he wouldn’t care.
He wouldn’t care even if I die.
Love
Your Owner
