Divorce- Cimorelli

Chapter 21

LAUREN'S POV:

I woke up on Lisa's lap. I looked around and saw Christina and Lisa on the couch sleeping, the others were probably upstairs. I looked at the time and saw it was 4:00! Why am I awake?! My stomach start to hurt so I got up slowly trying not to wake Christina or Lisa up. I walked to the bathroom and lift my shirt up, I was my stomach was till covered with bruises and cuts but it was healing tho. I touched one bruise and yelped in pain. I lowed my shirt down and sighed, I heard someone knock on the door.

Lauren?- I heard Lisa asked, I opened the door and saw a sleeping Lisa.

Why are you up?- She asked

My stomach was hurting but I'm fine now- I told her and she nodded. We walked back to the couch Lisa was really sleepy so I picked her up and walked to the couch, she already fell a sleep so I covered her with a blanket and kissed her forhead, I also kissed Christina's forhead and layed down. I slowly driffed off to sleep.

Lauren, wake up hon- I heard Christina shaking me slowly. I opened my eyes and saw Christina and Kathrine looking at me.

What's wrong?- I asked

Lisa told me your stomach hurt, does it still hurt because if it does you can't go to school today- Kathrine told me

No I'm fine- I said and they nodded, I walked upstairs and changed, I had an apple for breakfist since I didn't want to eat something. I drove to school with Dani and Alex. We arrived at school and all walked in different directions. I walked to my locker where I saw Becca, Ally and Kate.

What?- I snapped

Wow good morning too- Becca snapped back, I rolled my eyes and opened my locker but Becca shoved me to the lockers.

Does your stomach still hurt?- She asked

No it doesn't- I lied. The bell rang and everyone disappeared leaving me with Becca, Ally and Kate. Becca lift my shirt up and saw my bruises and cuts, she pressed on one of my bruises and I hissed in pain.

I knew it hurts- Becca said and punshed me in the stomach, She let me goo and I fell on my knees holding my stomach. Kate grabbed my hair and hit my in my face over and over again. I felt blood coming from my forhead, great -__-. Ally kicked my on my back and then they left. I groaned in pain and saw Nate and Jess running towards me.

Lauren are you OK?!- Jess asked and I slowly nodded

We should take her to the nurse- Nate said

No she'll call my sisters, I don't want them to be worried- I said

But Lauren- Jess said but I cut her off

Please I'll clean myself up, just go to your classes- I told them

Let me help you- Jess said

No Jess go to your class I can fix it myself- I said and left. I cleaned myself up in the bathroom, I managed to stop the bleeding from my forhead and covered my bruises with make up. I sighed at walked to my next class since I missed the first one. After school I decided to join the soccer practise, yes I know I should rest but I rest a lot and I'm sick of it so I don't care about my injuries anymore. My sisters and I already start our own channel on Youtube and we already have 2.000.000 viewers!!

Lauren I think you should rest a bit now- John (the cauch) told me.

No I'm fine- I lied, I was dying inside but I didn't want to look weak so I push through it. After practise I walked home since Alex took my car. I start to feel really dizzy but I managed to reashed home. I walked inside and saw Lisa running towards me.

Where have you been?!- She screamed

Calm down I'm right here- I said annoyed, why does everyone always have to worry so much about me?!!

Wow Lauren I just asked- Lisa said looking a bit taken back

I'm 16 so you don't have to ask me where I saw each time I'm a bit late- I snapped

Lauren why are you acting like this?- Lisa asked getting mad

Maybe because I'm sick of this all!- I screamed. Christina, Kathrine and Mike run towards us, great!-__-.

What's going on?- Christina asked

Nothing is going on, everything is fine!- I snapped

Lauren calm down- Lisa said getting really mad now.

No! it's been months and I never said that I had fun! I FREAKING COULDN'T TELL YOU THAT I HAD A GREAT DAY WITHOUT LYING TO YOU BECAUSE MY LIFE IS RUINED BECAUSE OUR PARENTS DECIDED TO CHANGE AND LEAVE US!- I screamed, Christina slapped me hard causing me to fall on the ground crying my eyes out. I stood up and looked at them, Christina looked at me with regret.

You joined them didn't you?- I asked her and she looked confused

YOU FREAKING JOINED THE PEOPLE WHO BEAT ME EACH DAY, TODAY I GOT BEAT UP! YESTERDAY I GOT BEAT UP EVERY DAY I GOT BEAT UP ADN THE LAST THING I NEEDED WAS YOU HITTING ME!- I screamed and run out. I run to the highest cliff and looked down. I can just jump now and stop the pain, I was about to jump but someone screamed my name. I turned around and saw Lisa. I was raining hard and the wind wasn't normal. I think it's going to storm or something.

Please don't- She begged me crying

I'm sick of it- I cried

I know- She said

You don't!- I screamed

YES I DO LAUREN! I KNOW HOW IT IS TO LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AND JUST WANT TO END IT! I KNOW HOW IT IS TO BE IN PAIN EACH DAY! I KNOW HOW IT IS TO GET BEAT UP EVERYDAY!- She screamed

What?- I asked confused. Lisa sat down in front of me, I sat down and looked at her. She start to tell me about her teenage year where she got bullied, she got beat up everyday at school, she had no-one. She hated her life just like me, she felt the same pain I'm feeling now

But Lauren with giving up you'll gave all those people what they want, you can't just do that, you have to fight for your life even if it is hard- Lisa said, I was in her arms, it was still raining really hard. There was a few lighting and I got scared so she hold me tight.

Let's go home, we are probably going to get sick- Lisa said. Since I'm really weak from the practise she carried me home

I'm sorry- I said

It's OK honey, everyone has a limit- Lisa said. We reashed home and Kathrine and Amy helped Lisa and me changing and made tea for us. Lisa and I were sitting in each others arms with a blanket around us. Christina walked towards us and looked at me.

Lauren I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit you- Christina said

It's OK- I said and she smiled. Lisa and I start to couch really bad

Great now you are both sick- Christina said and she chuckeld. We watched a movie and Lisa and I were couching a lot. We start to shake and Christina and Kathrine looked worried at us. They put another blanket around us and we drink tea again but then we start to sweat. We couldn't sleep so we took painkillers and fell a sleep in each others arms.