The One I Needed

Homesick (Petalz Kazuha x Sakura)

Requested by badutnyakpop
Genre: Fluff
Sorry this took so long and I'm really sorry this is kind of short nonetheless I hope you like it :')

3rd Person

Nakamura Kazuha, Japanese and the second youngest member of Lesserafim which is currently one of the most famous groups in the k-pop industry right now. And she was an absolute natural on the stage.

Currently, she was alone in the comfort of her bedroom laying on her bed as she stared at the blank ceiling above her. She was sleepy, hungry and absolutely exhausted after yet another day of promotions. But despite all that, she, for some reason, had no intention of getting up from the comfort of her bed to eat or even close her eyes to try and get some rest for now.

She was too busy thinking, a bit too deeply at that and she honestly didn't know how to handle all of her thoughts at the moment. As a foreigner coming to a totally different country alone without any of her parents or anyone she knew to act as her guardian, it was no doubt going to be tough for her. She knew fully well the consequences of coming here to South Korea alone, to pursue her dream and live here with people she didn't even know, hell she couldn't even speak their native language properly yet so it made adjusting even harder and longer for her. Nevertheless, Kazuha was prepared to face anything that was thrown her way but that didn't mean that it was all a smooth sailing journey for the young girl.

Her career in Lesserafim was growing fast, even if it did have a bit of a rocky start with the scandal they had when during their debut and everything it was still great, to be able to perform on stage, interact with the fans who were supporting her and the other girls' dream, film music videos with different kinds of concepts and ideas with different kinds people, record songs in all different types of genres, to learn and be able to dance to choreographies that were made just for them.

It was all such an amazing experience but that still didn't change the fact she had to actually leave her home just to earn all this. She missed it a lot, she missed seeing her parents every day and not just through her little digital phone screen. She missed being in the comfort of their warm presence, the way she'd wake up and find that breakfast was ready on the table for her to eat before she headed to school, the way she'd greet her mom and dad "Good morning" before they'd both give her a tight hug and a little "Goodluck" for school. She misses hanging out with her friends back in Japan after classes ended, she missed being able to joke around with them in class and she really missed the bright atmosphere they brought along every time, even if she could still hang out with some of them here whenever they visited or whenever she visited Japan it still wasn't the same. She just missed being in the comfort of her home.

Being away from the place she grew up in was slowly killing her each day and she had no clue what to do about it. Each day she felt even more drained than the last, it was like she didn't have the will to continue everything she was doing anymore and the members had already started to notice her declining behavior getting worse day by day. The thing is, they didn't know what to do to help it felt like if they did say something it would only make things worse so they chose to let her be and quietly stay by her side, in hopes that the young girl would sooner or later get over this. Kazuha noticed this, obviously and she deeply appreciated the gesture but it still didn't really help her that much, in fact, it just made her feel so guilty since her mood was now affecting the group too, it's not like she meant to be like this but what could she do? Her homesickness right now was on a whole other level, even she was surprised how hard this was actually affecting her.

A shaky sigh left her lips as she felt a tear slowly run down her face, Kazuha was never the type of person to cry honestly but tonight she just couldn't help it. She tried, really tried to not let out any noise as more tears started to pour down however it was no use and soon sobs started slipping out. She desperately needed a break from everything and she just wanted some time to herself for a bit but she couldn't have much of that right now, especially with the fact their new album "Easy" had just been released recently, their schedule was at its busiest state right now so she couldn't afford to get a break even if she wanted too since they were only at the start of their promotion period.