Love Made Me Better ~ A Byler Fan Fic

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I've arrived back from my hiatus :))))

"Cmon Will." Mike begged as he kissed Will's neck and pulled his waist close making Will close his eyes and bite his lip.

Will hummed a little, "No Mike, I don't want you to do anything with me, just let me touch you." He whispered as he felt Mike nip at his neck.

"It's been four months Will." Mike sighed as he pulled away from Will's neck and looked at him, "You know I love your hand jobs and stuff but I miss doing things together."

Will looked away and shook his head, "Well I don't want to do stuff together okay?" He sighed.

Mike sat up and ran his hand through his hair, "How long have you felt like that?" Mike asked as he looked at Will.

Will avoided Mike's eyes, he couldn't bare to see just how upset his boyfriend was, "I think we should take a break." Will whispered.

Mike was silent for a moment before pulling Will in for a kiss, "No." Mike begged as he stroked Will's cheek.

Will closed his eyes tightly, refusing to let his tears slip out; "Yes Mike." He muffled as he tried to pull away from the kiss but Mike was determined.

"Will you can't do this, not now." Mike sobbed as he lay his head on Will's chest, clinging to him.

Tears threatened to slip from Will's eyes, "I have to Michael, Jane tells me that you spend all your time at the hospital or at my house." He whispered as he fought the urge to run his hand through is boyfriends hair. "I can't let you waste the best years of your life worrying if I'm going to die or not."

"I love you too much to let you go." Mike cried as he tried to kiss Will's neck.

Then Will said the words he'd been dreading to say, the thing that would break Mike's heart but finally get him to go, "Well I don't love you." Will whispered as he lay his head back on the pillow and closed his eyes as the tears rolled down his cheeks.

Mike sat up and looked at Will, "Really?" He asked.

Will nodded as a sob escaped his lips, "Really." He whispered, wiping the tears from his face.

Mike bit his lip and nodded, taking in the information he just received, "Okay, alright." He whispered standing up from the bed and grabbing his things.

Will watched him as he lifted his bag, "Take care of yourself Mike."

Mike walked towards the door, "Yeah whatever." He sighed as he opened the door and left, not once looking back at Will.

The door slammed shut and Will broke down, but at least Mike was free from disappointment.

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"I know you're sad baby." Joyce whispered as she held Will in her arms.

"I miss him so much." Will cried into her neck as he felt her hair.

Joyce kissed his cheek, "You should call him, say you didn't mean it."

Will took a deep breath, "I have a ten percent survival rate, he'll be heart broken if he was still together with me and I died."