Climbing off of Ben, Tina is satisfied and at ease.
"Thanks for meeting me on such short notice. I just really need a distraction."
"Oh stop. You know your ass could ring me at 2am and I'd come runnin. Now tell me what crazy shit did Anthony do this time?"
Tina laughs thinking how everyone assumes Anthony is the issue when she's upset.
"No not this time. It's a bunch of shit really. We got into a huge argument and he left," she says, hanging her head, "but I don't know if he's coming back this time."
"What the f***! It couldn't have been anything that bad...right?"
Tina sits up, trying not to make eye contact. She feels like her life is spinning out of control. She can't even be completely honest with her best friend. She knows he will flip if he finds out everything that she's been doing.
"Well, that doesn't matter. I just needed you to help me not think about it for now."
Ben always knows how to make her feel better when she is upset about Anthony or just needs some stress relief. Having sex with him for the past year has made life more bearable.
Without another word he reaches his arm around her and pulls her close.
"You feel so good," she says quietly, letting herself get swept away by the sweet smell of his cologne and muscular and toned feel of his body.
"You do too."
He begins to kiss her softly on the lips and it takes her breath away. She suddenly breaks away.
"Can I stay here tonight? I need some more of your lovin," she says, snuggling even closer to him.
Ben doesn't answer. He needs to find a reason why she can't stay. He is expecting a phone call and doesn't want her there.
"I umm...I'm getting ready to leave actually."
Tina raises her eyebrows, as he has never turned her down.
"Oh really? That's cool," she says, trying to seem unphased. She always tries not to show too much emotion when it comes to Ben, for fear of chasing him away. When they first started sleeping together, they agreed it was just sex and they wouldn't let it ruin their friendship by trying to become serious. She has grown possessive over him though. It is nearly impossible for women to separate sex and emotions.
Tina leaves without questioning him but shows her annoyance by not kissing him goodbye.
"Who the f*** does he think he is?" she thinks to herself on the drive home. As much as she tries not to feel bothered by Ben kicking her out, it consumes her thoughts.
By the time she makes it home, she has worked herself up to thinking that Ben is hiding something from her. He has never refused sleeping with her. He must be involved with someone.
Tina knows Ben will become distant if he starts seeing someone, like he has done in the past. She has already lost Anthony; she can't let Ben get away too. She needs to do something quickly, before he gets too serious with this woman.
In the meantime Tina finds comfort in the fact that she has OnlyFans to fall back on, which she loves to do just as much as sex...maybe even more. It will take her mind off of things for the time being.
She changes into the sexiest, most revealing lingerie she has and prepares herself for her fans. She knows they are waiting, anxious to see her again.
Filling a void with an addiction isn't healthy, but Tina gives no thought to that. She wants what she wants at all costs and will go to great lengths to avoid being abandoned again.
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