𓁹☦︎︎ Bloodlust ☦︎︎𓁹 Sakuatsu vampire AU

« Chapter Sixteen »

When they got back from the pharmacy they went to Sakusas house instead of Atsumus.

"I forgot how clean and neat your house was"

"Only downfall for you about my house is I don't really have a bedroom. It's just like a massive wardrobe kinda thing"
Atsumu shrugged as he moved some of his hair out of his eye.

"I'm actually not that hungover" Atsumu said as he followed Sakusa to sit down on the couch.

Sakusa stopped walking and Atsumu walked into him.

"Your not that hungover?" He turned to face Atsumu.

"Nah this isn't that bad"

"Your odd" Sakusa said as he and Atsumu sat down. He had his arm around Atsu, he'd already had a shower while Atsumu was still asleep.

"Omi"

"Mhm?"

"Why did you say you were my husband?"

"Spur of the moment kind of thing"

"Ohh. Okay." 'Your overthinking Tsumu' he thought.

"Can I use your shower?"

"Yeah course, it's down the hall to the left" Atsumu went for a shower for like half an hour. Truth was he sat down in the shower and half fell asleep for ages.
Eventually he came out and realised he couldn't put back on his clothes because they were dirty, smelled like alcohol and and some had a little bit of vomit on them.

"Sakusaaa?" He called out from inside the bathroom.

"Yeah?" He shouted back.

"Can I borrow some clothes?"

"I'll see what I have" Sakusa got up and was looking for anything that would fit him better. He had to settle for some shorts and a t-shirt that was even a bit big for Sakusa, it would be like a baggy t shirt for Atsumu.
He gave Atsumu the clothes through the small opening of the door.

Atsumu came out looking very unimpressed. The shorts were like basketball shorts on him and the t-short was quite baggy.

"I'm to tired to care what I look like"  He sighed as he sat down next to Sakusa.

"Sakusa"

"Yes?"

"Can you make other people vampires?" Atsumu didn't dare make eye contact but he could feel Sakusa gaze on him.

"Yep"  Sakusa sighed.

"What?"

"Nothing"

"No, what is it?" Atsumu was half facing Sakusa now.

"Im to hungover for this conversation"

"Omi"

"No"

"Omi listen-"

"No"

"Kiyoomi Sakusa" Sakusa looked down in defeat.

"It was just a question. What are you so agitated about?"

"Because I know why your asking it Atsumu"

"And why is that?"

"Because you want to be like me for some reason"

"That's not why I-"

"Atsumu don't lie"

"I'm not lying Sakusa!" Atsumu was getting defensive.

"Yes you are! I know your fucking lying!" Atsumu put his shoes on, slammed the door behind him and left. Sakusa sighed as he put his face in his hands.

Atsumu slammed the door of his house shut as tears streamed down his face. He was easily hurt.
He couldn't breath. It felt like the walls were closing in on him. He was pacing back and forth. He thought he'd ruined things between him and Sakusa and was having a panic attack.

He was trying to calm himself down, counting to ten, listing his senses and sitting with Cheddar for a few moments.
Eventually he was calm enough to breath normally.

'The fuck have I done? I've ruined it for fuck sake' Atsumu picked up his phone and was going to text Sakusa but he didn't.

Atsumu layed in bed for the rest of the day just thinking of how he'd ruined everything.

Time skip to next day

Atsumu hadn't slept and was walking to work. He saw Sakusa a bit ahead of him and slowed down so he wouldn't meet him.

He decided on a diffrent approach. He just walked past Sakusa, accidentally hitting of his shoulder.

"Sorry" he said as if Sakusa was a stranger. As he got into work He remembered it was just him and Oikawa all day because Hinata was on a date with Kageyama.

Oikawa ignored Atsumu for almost the entire day. Which was easier for Atsu to be completely honest. But he couldn't stop thinking about Sakusa, 'was it a fight? Was it just a small thing?? What was he supposed to do to fix it?! Has he just ruined it all?..'

He was washing cutlery when he cut his hand a little, he just let it bleed.
Eventually it got to much and he had to stop it bleeding, it was hard because it was on his palm.
He found some bandages in the first aid kit and wrapped it round his hand. He was about to go back through to the counter when he saw Sakusa in the Queue. He froze on the spot for a moment. When he made eye contact with Sakusa, who was now walking towards him.He turned away and was trying to find somewhere to go but Sakusa had already caught up with him.

"Atsumu"

"Hii.." he hesitantly turned around to face him.

"I'm sorry" they both said pretty much at he same exact time.

"No Sakusa, I'm sorry I keep praying and it's stupid because I have a lot of issues and I'd blame them all on Oikawa but he just kept telling me what I did wrong and left me so I could fix it but anyway I'm sorry for prying and being stupid and an idiot and please don't leave me" he  now had tears in his eyes and was desperate for an answer.

"Atsumu.."

"Im sorry" he said again, sniffling.

"Atsumu you have nothing to be sorry for, you just asked a question and I just got angry. I'm sorry Atsu"

"No I keep prying and it's not fair because it's annoying and i know that I'm a lot anyway and-" Atsumu stopped rambling when Sakusa held his face in both his hands.

"Atsumu your not to much or a lot" he gave him a small kiss. "Your perfect the way you are" he kissed him again, yet it was a longer one.
"Sakusa" Atsumu finally said after they were just stood watching eachother for a moment.

"Mhm?"

"This Bit is staff only" Atsumu smiled as Sakusa laughed. Atsumu saw past sakusa, an angry Oikawa glaring at them. Atsumu smirked as he grabbed Sakusas face and kissed him, Sakusa was shocked but he just leaned into it just as Atsumu pulled away. He saw Oikawa leave ina huff.

"Oikawa was watching us" he said for some context.

"Oh so we can only kiss at work when Oikawas watching?" Sakusa said while pretending to be hurt.

"Yep" Atsumu smiled as he let go of Sakusa and walked towards the kitchen to finish washing the cups.