𓁹☦︎︎ Bloodlust ☦︎︎𓁹 Sakuatsu vampire AU

« Chapter Twenty-Five »

A/N mentions of suicide and death.

Atsumu ended up staying at Sakusas that night, When he woke up Sakusa was practically under him. Atsumus leg was across Sakusas legs and his arm across Sakusas stomach.

"I don't understand how you sleep for so long" Sakusa said as he ran his hand through Atsumus hair

"You don't even sleep"

"Well I don't but still"

"I'll just go back to sleep"

"On your own then I have work to do"

"Nah that's not real.." His grip tightened on Sakusa.

"Atsumu" His tone was lower than usual. Scaring Atsumu into letting go long enough so Sakusa could get up.

"So mean Omi" Atsumu sniffed a little and then coughed into his arm.
He got up and got a tissue from Sakusas bedside table and blew his nose. Except it started bleeding.

"What the fuck? I didn't even do anything" He was holding his nose while tipping his head back a bit.
Sakusa stood up and tried to help Atsumu, but it was just to much for him. Though he was used to be around Atsumu and suppressing the urge to kill him.

"Don't stress yourself out Sakusa. I'm fine"
He went into the bathroom and his nose eventually stopped bleeding, though his hands were covered in blood. He hadn't really noticed until he went back through.

"Are you okay?" He asked Sakusa, he was going to hold his hand but Sakusa jerked his hand away.

"Your hands are-"

"Oh sorry. Sorry" he immediately went and washed his hands well.

"I'm sorry Atsumu"

"Why? You didn't do anything wrong?"

"I know but it's not fair how you have to do things different just because I'm different" Sakusa avoided eye contact as tears pricked at his eyes. The tears slowly started to fall from his eyes.
Sakusa sat down and held his head in hos hands. Atsumu sat next to him and turned him round so they were facing eachother.

"Sakusa..Theres nothing wrong with you just because your diffrent. I hardly have to change how I act around you"

"I know but-"

"No. Your not a problem, Okay?" Atsumu had his hands on either side of Sakusas face, he gently wiped the tears from his face.

"I love ya omi"

"I love you to Atsu" Sakusa hugged him tight, his head resting in the crook of Atsumus neck.
When Sakusa lifted his head he saw Atsumu with a slightly confused expression.

"What?"

"Who are you taking to your family dinner?"

"I still don't know almost everyone is busy"

"I mean I could come if you let me be like you"
Atsumu shrugged as Sakusa floppedd onto his side, he laid down next to him.

"No becau-"

"Well then one day I'm gonna die and yer still gonna be alive"

"Or, hear me out. I kill myself when you die?"

"Why won't y just do it? I mean if I regret it then I have to live with my potentially bad choice"

"Or you don't have to live with your bad choice"

"How does it work anyway?"

"It's simple. You just bite them and then let go a second after, though it takes a lot of will to be able to"

"Have ya ever changed anyone?"

"Mmm...no"

"I'll find someone else to do it then" Atsumu coughed into his arm again. A smug smirk on his face.

"Absolutely not" Sakusa rolled his eyes.

"You wouldn't trust them"

"I would"

"Mhm? So you would trust a stranger to bite you and going out in a limb that they wouldn't just kill you then and there?"

"Well-"

"I mean I don't want to change you but if someone is I'm doing it. I don't trust anyone else"

"Aww Omi-Omi yer protective of me" Atsumu had another smug grin.

"Hardly but other people don't brush their teeth and that could make it infected"

"You ruined it" Sakusa smiled while Atsumu yawned and blinked the sleep from his eyes.
Atsumu was staring into nothingness before Sakusa waved his hand in front of his face, snapping him out of his daze.

"What?" Atsumu looked at both fo Sakusas eyes, trying to find one to focus on.

"Your acting like your stoned as fuck"

"Maybe I am"

"I mean I've been with you for the past twelve hours so"

"Know it all"

"Shut up"

"Rude-" He trailed of when Sakusas face was suddenly closer, he pulled Atsumu closer by his waist. Atsumu was going to use his arm to lean up of the bed but Sakusa stopped him.

"I'm quiet" Atsumu stated just before Sakusa kissed him, but quickly pulling away.

"Such a bottom" Sakusa rolled his eyes as he rolled onto his back with a smirk.

"Hardly" Atsumu leaned up, over Sakusa.

"Atsumu, i think the claw marks on my back after we had s*x proves my point" Atsumu got flustered and rolled away, not facing Sakusa.

"Atsumu"

"Mhm?"

"If you really wanted to be like me I would do it but I just don't understand why"

"I'd never have to lose you"

"Yeah, but you'd want to kill every person you see"

"You get past it. So could I, I mean you've not killed me yet"

"When then?" Sakusa sighed in defeat, thought he still thought this was a horrible idea.

"What?" Atsumu sat up, then Sakusa sat up to.

"I said when"

"Does it hurt?"

"Mhm"

"I don't know" he shrugged.

"Okay so you are making the biggest decision of your life but you don't know when?"
Sakusa still couldn't think of the thought that Atsumu would be in that much pain.

"Do you still bleed Omi?"

"Yeah but it's not the same as your blood, anyway when"

"I mean I don't know. I didn't expect you to give in so quick"

"I'll just change my mind then"

"Okay okay Uhm"

"Wednesday? Fuck I don't know"

"Why Wednesday?"

"Because I can't think of a time"

"Are you sure Atsumu?"

"Omi. Im sure, okay?"

"Fine"