The Heart Of A Gangster || K. Th✔

Chapter 25

(Warning: Suicidal action)

Haneul's POV

I turned the shower on and leaned my head back as the warm water hit my body. Tears ran from my eyes remembering yesterday night's incident. I rubbed my arms and shoulder. My lower abdomen is still aching. When I woke up Taehyung was already gone for his work. I never imagined he would do this to me. But what can I do? I was the one who provoked him. I know he is suffering but I don't know he's in this pain, he has this much pain in his heart. Closing my eyes I sighed deeply.

'I didn't want our first to be like this. I didn't want that gaze in your eyes when you look at me. It hurts. It hurts me so much when I saw your eyes either blank or full of hatred when you look at me.'

Wearing the bathrobe I sat in front of the mirror. I pulled the robe a little down only to see the red-purplish hickeys which were painted on every inch of my body.

A sad smile crept on my lips while a lone tear escaped from my eye. The saddest part is that they weren't the marks of his love.
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No one is home except Namjoon oppa. Jin oppa told me earlier that I have my duty at night. So I have a lots of time until the night comes. I guess Namjoon oppa is in his room. I shouldn't disturb him. After eating breakfast I decided to roam the mansion a little more. Bringing out Taehyung's past by himself is risky and I don't want that. I have to do it all by myself. I went to the room which Jungkook took me on the second day of my wedding. Luckily Jungkook told me the password and he said I can come here whenever I want. The reason I came here because I think I can found something related to Taehyung here. I looked at the frames which were hanging on the walls. Just then I notice something interesting on a small empty bookshelf. I guess it's an album? I took it and started to see the pictures. I'm awed. It's the childhood pictures of Taehyung, Jungkook, Jin oppa, Namjoon oppa and Jisoo unnie. So lively and so beautiful. But I furrowed my eyes when I noticed something. Just then I heard the door of the room opening. I turned around and saw Namjoon oppa standing there.

"Oh you're here." He said.

"Do you need anything oppa?" He shook his head in negative and stepped forward, standing in front of me.

"What are you seeing?"

"Uh I guess it's a photo album of you guys." And he smiled showing his gorgeous dimples.

"You guys were such cute kids." I said while looking at the pictures.

"Umm oppa? I need to ask you something if you don't mind."

"It's okay. Tell me about it."

Namjoon oppa you're also so sweet like Jimin oppa.

"I notice something about Taehyung. Why there isn't any pictures of his teenage time?"

I can see the sad gilnt in Namjoon oppa's eyes.

"It's okay if you don't want to tell." I quickly said.

"No it's okay. It's just Taehyung suffered a lot in his childhood. That's why he's like this. Always tries to stay alone and doesn't want to share his pain to anyone."

I silently listened to his words. I looked at him when he again spoke,

"The reason there's no picture of Tae's teenage time is he was in juvenile center for four years in that time."

I felt my eyes tearing up.

"Why?" My voice broke.

"He was accused of murdering." Namjoon oppa's voice is awfully quiet. There's so much pain in them.