The Heart Of A Gangster || K. Th✔

Chapter 34

Jieun's POV

It's been four weeks Taehyung has confessed to me. Those days were so beautiful. I never saw Taehyung this happy. When the first time I saw him smiling I was determined to make him smile like that forever. The members were so emotional seeing Taehyung so lively. I saw it in their eyes. Some days ago when we all were bickering in the hallroom Taehyung laughed out loudly seeing Jin oppa getting hit by Jungkook. Their eyes were shining like glittering pearls. I even saw tears in Yoongi oppa's eyes.

All this time Taehyung kept his feelings to himself. The painful memories of his childhood were eating him and he couldn't even express it to anyone because he thought no one could ever understand what he felt. But I saw relief in his eyes when he told me everything about his past. Whenever I saw Taehyung sleeping there was something which I couldn't understand. There was stress. His face would held pain, distress, agony. Whenever Taehyung whould stare at me I would feel goosebumps. My whole body would shiver seeing his stone cold gaze on me. His charcoal black orbs were like a maze. They used to held hate for me. I remember the day when he gave me a single black rose.

Black rose doesn't only mean hate and revenge. It also means a new beginning.

But now I'm fond of the new side of him. His eyes, they felt lively, full of adoration and love. His giggles are like music to my ears. Oh boy he was a big baby whipped for cuddles and kisses. I was so shocked that I don't know how many times I've choked seeing him like that. But this side of Taehyung is only for us, me and his gang members. Taehyung is a passionate lover and also a sadistic assassin. Sometimes he comes home late at night after doing his missions. If I wake up in that time, I see him bathed in blood. It's not like Taehyung kills any innocent.

After taking shower and freshening up he comes to sleep by hugging me close to him. I feel so relaxed seeing him sleeping peacefully. I would silently watch him breathing. I would caress his cheeks, jaw and lips. I would ran my fingers through his wavy black hair.

Sometimes the nights are rough. You know what I mean. Cough cough. Anyways I'm now getting ready for my job. I quickly climbed downstairs and went to the dining room. Only Jimin and Hobi oppa were sitting there. I guess the rest of them already left for their respective works.

"Good morning oppas." I greeted and they smiled.

"Good morning Jieun." Hobi oppa said.

"I'm still not used to call you by this name." Hobi oppa chuckled at Jimin oppa's words while placing my breakfast on the table. Woah. Sandwich. It looks so yum yum.

"Hobi hyung made it." Jimin oppa grinned. Then I must eat this. I took a bite and slowly chewed the food. All of a sudden I felt a bit weird. I don't know why. I quickly covered my mouth with my hands. Hobi and Jimin oppa both looked at me.

"What happened Hani?" Jimin oppa asked while Hobi oppa poured water on a glass.

Not able to hold more I ran to the nearest bathroom and threw up on the toilet. They both also ran behind me. Hobi oppa rubbed my back and held my hair, preventing them to fall on my face. After throwing up twice I breathed out and rinsed my mouth.

"Hey are you okay?" Hobi oppa asked.

"Is the sandwich too bad? I'm sorry then."

"N-no. No. Not at all. It was really good. I don't know. I suddenly felt sick. Maybe morning sickness." I said. I really don't want to break Hobi oppa's heart. He made the breakfast for me with so much love. But why am I feeling like throwing up? I usually like sandwiches in morning.

Jimin oppa helped me to sit on the chair. Hobi oppa handed me the glass and I drank the water in one go. I looked at the food which Hobi oppa made for me. I want to eat it. I again took a bite but now I feel good. Don't know what happened earlier.