The Heart Of A Gangster || K. Th✔

Chapter 47

(Warning- Mention of drug)

Author's POV

"I'm sorry to say but we..........couldn't save the child." Lisa said making their hearts shatter into million pieces.

"Her body and mind, both were emotionally weak and she forced herself." Lisa wiped her tears.

"It's not the only thing. The reason of her miscarriage was a drug. She was given Mifepristone. It effected her baby. Things were so critical that we had no choice but to do the abortion." She sighed.

"Please take care of her." When she left Jin fell on the floor, crying his heart out.

"I failed. I failed."

"You tried your best hyung." Namjoon's tears were threatening to fall as he consoled his older brother but Jin yanked his hand   and stood up.

"How can I stay calm? I-I did the abortion. My-My own hands held h-her dead........." Jin couldn't say more and went away from there.

Yoongi let out a heavy breath. Lee Minho and Jungkook stood still, frozen in their spots.

"What will we say to Jieun?" Hoseok painfully muttered.

"That we failed to protect her baby." He clenched his fists.

"Hyung we have to tell her." Jimin said.

"What are you even saying Jimin? Do you even know how she'll react at this news? She lost her child Jimin. You know more than anyone else that what it feels to lose a child who wasn't even born." Jimin lowered his head listening to Hoseok. He could feel the pain too.

"But we can't hide it from her forever." He muttered and everyone went silent.

Lee Minho held Jungkook's shoulder.

"Jungkook. You should go to Taehyung."

"But hyung..."

"I know what you're feeling. But it's not only Jieun, he also has lost his baby. He doesn't even know about it Jungkook. We'll tell him later. He needs you now. Go to him."

"Okay hyung." Jungkook politely muttered before going away.

Some moments later.

A nurse came and said,

"Mrs. Kim woke up. You can meet her now."

The boys looked at each other. Namjoon then said,

"Minho and Yoongi hyung should talk with her."

Understanding what Namjoon said the duo nodded and went inside the cabin. Jieun was lying with her back resting on the headboard. She was looking so weak. Minho slowly sat beside her.

"Hey." He softly spoke.

"Hey oppa." Her tiny voice was heard.

"Is Taehyung okay?"

"Yes he is." Yoongi quietly answered.

"How are you feeling?" Minho held her hands in his. Jieun slowly sat up.

"I don't know oppa." He was afraid of this. A mother a can understand everything related to her baby.

"Oppa. I feel empty. I don't know why." As she said Minho's tears rolled down on his cheeks. She placed her hand on her stomach.

"I feel like something was taken away from me." She then looked at the duo.

"My baby is okay right?"

And both Yoongi and Minho's hearts dropped hearing her. What will they say to her?

"Why aren't you answering oppa? Is my baby okay?" She again asked, feeling restless.

"Yoongi oppa say something please." Her heart was beating fast. She held Minho's  shirt's collar and made him looked at her. She didn't like the silence. It was making her afraid.

"Tell me oppa. Is.my.baby.okay?"

And Minho let out a shaky breath. 

"I'm sorry."

Her grip on the collar loosened and she bitterly chuckled.

"You're lying."

"I'm sorry Jieun-ah."

"No no." She whispered.

"Tell me you're lying Minho oppa."

Yoongi held her shoulder, his own tears building up in his eyes. Jieun looked at him with her teary gaze.

"Yoongi oppa. Tell me it's a lie."

But Yoongi stayed quiet. And Jieun understood. She burst out crying in his embrace.

"You promised me. You promised me you'll protect my baby."

Yoongi clenched his jaw and closed his eyes. He failed to keep his promise.

"Why?" Her heavy sobs echoed in the silent room, filled with immense pain.

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Jimin's POV

Two weeks have passed.

The Bangtan palace wasn't the same. There wasn't any laugh there. There wasn't any smile.

Yoongi and Jin hyung locked themselves in their rooms. Taehyung hasn't came out of his room either. I haven't seen him in this two weeks, not even a  bit. After we told him about it he didn't show any reaction but we know how he was dealing with it. It was eating him alive.

Jieun didn't even go to Taehyung's room. They both didn't meet each other either. She stayed in the living room, in front of the fireplace, aimlessly watched the fire burning the wood. Foods were untouched which were given to them and we couldn't do anything but to watch silently.

I know it's so painful. I know. I've also tasted it. But we  can't just let our enemies win like this. They want to see our pain and they succeeded doing that. We can't let them win more.

It's the first day of third week. A beautiful morning but everything inside the palace was dull. When I came downstairs I saw Jieun sitting on the same place. She looked like a living corpse. I tried to talk with her so many times but she didn't answer anything.  Sighing I went to the kitchen and became surprised seeing Jin hyung there.

"Hyung?"

"Oh it's you Jiminie." He said while cutting the vegetables, not looking at me for once.

"What are you doing here hyung?" I asked.

"Making soup for Jieun." I again sighed. It's good that Jin hyung was trying to get normal again but we all need to fight together.

"She doesn't even want to eat." I said.

"Then make her." He said and I startled when he stared at me straight. Jin hyung was intimidating and we all knew that.

"We know what we lost. We can't just sit there and let the bastards see our miseries. We have to move on even if it's hard to do."

"But how will they move on hyung?" I looked at the ground.

"Just the way you did in the past." I stared at him who was busy stirring the soup.

"I've thought about it in these days. And I know what I'm saying Jimin." I nodded at his words. Taking the bowl of soup from him I went to Jieun. I put in on a small table near the sofa. She didn't move from her spot. Not even an inch. I sat beside her.

"Fate is sometimes too cruel Jieun." I tried to start a conversation.

"We know. I know what you're feeling." I gently spoke.

"The same thing also happened in my life, in a worst way."