this is 'me'

when you kiss me i know you don't give two fucks, but i still want that

wow.

i confessed.

that's a pretty daring thing to do, if you're a dumbo like me.

of course everything won't be as it was before,
everything will be so much different.

between the both of us atleast.

now, she knows.

she knows the effect she has on me

i wrote all of that in my letter of course.

now i started trying my best to avoid crossing paths with her.

i'd use the longest routes, just to not face her accidentally. why? things are so damn awkward.

like what would even be the topic of the conversation?

when she accidentally caught me looking at her, she smiled teasingly. i wasn't even surprised at this point, like, what was I supposed to expect from her?

propose to me or what-?

i bunked practice, just to watch her playing with her friends.

i really don't know why, but after the day i confessed, she looked 6000 times more attractive.

or maybe it's all just in my mind.

her actions, her way of walking, her everything seemed to drive me crazy.

Lol.

i feel so vulnerable in front of her, like i already found her a bit intimidating now im a 100 times more shy.

how sub of me.

or no, i actually feel a bit more comfortable now.

because, there is nothing else left to unveil

yes, i am in love with you.

what can you or i do about it?

the heart wants what it wants!