"You look pale? Are you okay?" Elmer asked me after I face him. I thought it was Giorge but then, Nikolie didn't notice that this guy was Elmer.
I felt disappointed but then I contour myself with smile.
Naguguluhan rin ako sa mga nararamdaman ko sa kanilang dalawa. Both of them are not the same as though, they're the same feature but then, Giorge is different kaysa kay Elmer.
Giorge has this soft side na gugustuhin. Like what he's a green flag.
But I know that he's not really real! Ang pagkakaalam ko ay ginawa ko siya para protektahan ang puso ko. I might lose my mind this time but I know what I see and what I am believe though.
I'm not losing my mind this time. Kung iniisip ng iba na nababaliw ako then, that's not really intended to think. I'm normal and being real to myself.
"Are we going to the party or not? You seems pretty pale," he said after we got to his motorcycle.
"Got to go," I said.
Hindi mababago ang tingin ko sa kanya dahil lang sa isang bagay na 'di naman totoo.
"Okay, just approach me if your not feeling well or you wanted to go home, okay?" he told me but this time he's being sweeter to me. Isinuot niya ang isang helmet na dala niya at sinuotan rin ako ng isa.
I just nod.
I don't want to talk... Gusto tahimik lang, kaya gaya ng gusto ko ay tahimik lang siyang nagmamaneho sa motor niya. I held at the back as I don't want to hold his side.
"You can hold me here." Turo niya sa gilid ng tiyan niya.
"Nah! I'm good here," I told him.
"'Wag nang matigas ang ulo. I'll drive past," he said then minimize his speed before he got my hand.
Paano niya nagawa 'yun?
But then I realized that I'm hugging him at the back.
Ulol... Kung anu-ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ko sa mga sandaling ito. I used to feel his abs... .
Shit totoo, 'yung abs niya talaga.
"You can touch it if you like," he said.
"Napa'no ka?" I asked him.
Alam ko kung ano iyong gusto niyang iparating pero 'di naman dapat ganito siya ka bulgar.
"You can touch my abs if you like," he said it again but this time is meaner.
Tuluyan akong hindi nakapagreact dahil sa sinabi niya. Who might be thinking about that? Naramdaman ko lang naman tapos ngayon gusto na niyang ipahawak sa akin.
Hayst...
"What do you think?" he asked.
"Nothing."
Hindi niya yata narinig iyon dahil na rin sa pagmamaneho niya. Hindi na rin siya nakapagreact pa. Ilang minuto lang din ay nakarating na kami sa pupuntahan namin.
The crowd are starting to cheers... May iilang mga kabataan ang nandito. Since we are not minors ay pwedeng pwede kami kung saang pwesto. The side of the road was good enough to make a space.
Nandito kami sa Roadside which is literal na sa road at the side talaga iyong inuman. May ilang cottages dito. Since friday night, mas marami ang tao kaysa sa natural day lang.
"Mage-enjoy ka talaga dito, let's go?" he told me then reach my hand.
Minsan ko pa iyong tinignan. He intertwined out fingers before we walk at the roadside. May ilang kakilala rin akong nakikita same as Elmer. Mas marami siyang friends kaysa sa akin kaya bawat table na dadaanan namin ay may nago-offer sa kanya ng ilang shots.
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