The school went well, and I obviously ignoring Elmer for space. I wanted space and so forth I accepted the offer about the scholarship.
Simula noong nangyari ang kahihiyan ay 'di ko pinansin si Elmer. He wanted to approach me but then I just ignored him all the time. Kahit sa klase ay 'di ko siya pinansin.
We have to make ourselves better that's why I need do this. Hindi dahil ayaw ko na sa kanya. I am disappointed with him because of those scenario, I know na wala siyang kasalanan dahil ako iyong may ayaw pero pakiramdam ko hindi niya ako kayang ipagtanggol.
Even his chat, text and calls... Binaniwala ko iyon lahat dahil sa inatas sa akin ng dean. I need to make a lot of paints iyong sa sariling imahinasyon ko lang. That's why I ended up creating and shading the man of my mind.
It's him... I don't know why I am so affected.
"You should have a good work so that everyone will see your worth," Mr. Jebone told me, one time when he started seeing me.
Wala na sana sa isip ko iyong mga nangyari pero nandito siya para ibigay iyong mga kailangan kung gamit. I'm not a professional, but then, they believed in me. Wala sana sa akin iyon kaso nang banggitin niya ulit tungkol sa gusto nila ay nagbago ang mood ko.
I don't have choice to do this, because they offered so well. For a paint and whatever they want me to do lang ay pwede kong pagtapusin ang sarili ko.
I was in my room to paint their request, as I said ganun nalang ako kapursigido para makuha ang kailangan ko at mabili ang gusto ko.
"Indigo, ano bang ginagawa mo diyan?" Nikolie called me on the other hand.
"I do painting just don't disturb me," sagot ko sa kanya.
"May I see?" he asked from outside.
"No, you shouldn't and beside 'di pa tapos!" I shouted back.
Hindi naman kailangan na makita niya ang painting na meron ako pero this isn't can't also for him to see what's the paint all about. As if that I work my ass for this.
"Whatever, dinner is already, kumain ka nalang pag tapos kana." Then I left alone again.
Nikolie just reminding me to eat, or to have something. He's a friend to me kaya alam niya iyong situation ko. Siya rin iyong pinagsabihan ko about sa offer.
He was really not into this, pero wala akong choice dahil kailangan kong makapagtapos. I wanted to show to my lovely parens that I've graduated and have a degree.
They're a famous painter ever in country kaya kailangan kong tapatan ang kakayanan nila. I don't have enough sources or reason why they left me on the shelter, kung may rason man sila I wanted to know...
One morning, I was busy with my phone when someone bump on me. "Sorry," he said like as if I didn't recognize his voice.
I wasn't talking or give him a glance, I know that he don't deserve to be treated like this pero kung pwedeng 'wag muna ngayon sana ay 'wag. I need a freaking space.
Wala akong sinabi at naglakad nalang but then he started talking.
"Indigo, are you avoiding me?" I was shocked that time when he asked me.
My mouth can't open property and I just did part my lips for that. Stay calm you need to do this to avoid destruction.
"Yes," I lied. I wanted to hangout with him pero wala akong oras para makasama siya dahil sa kondisyon na pinili kong kunin. "Didn't you like me?"
I saw how his eyes drafting the pain with it. "I never confronted you that I like you?" I said.
Kinabahan din ako sa sarili kong sinabi. Of course I like him, but this is better for now. I need to find myself better.
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Making You Impossible ✓ (BL Series #2)
Romance(COMPLETED) BL SERIES #2 Indigo Grey Billones, a BFA student at St. Francis University, is a painter, sculptor, and sketcher who discovers himself creating a man of his mind. It became true and realistic but the untold story is about to rise and bec...
