Draco Malfoy x Suicidal Reader

After math

I wake up and look at my clock, realizing it's super late. I widen my eyes realizing it's 2 in the afternoon. My head is pounding from last night and I can't think straight. I try to remember what happened the night before but everything is a big blur. That is until I walk out of my dorm and see Draco. Everything comes back to me. The party, the drinking.... and I mean everything. I want to erase it from my mind and go back to tell myself not to drink so much but I can't. I would do anything to go back.  I look at Draco and as he is walking towards me I walk out of the Slytherin common room. I head towards the dinner hall only to realize it's not open.   I start to wonder and try and get my head off the situation. But I end up bumping into something or someone. 

"Hello evergreen". Draco says as I start to look up at him

"Hi Malfoy, what do you want" I say as I roll my eyes as I start to walk away from him. 

"Do you remember what happened last night?" He says as he starts to walk down the hall way to catch up to me. 

"Some of it but not much".  I say as I turn around, lying straight to his face. Its not that I don't remember what happened, it's that I don't want to purposefully remember what happened because of how it is going to affect my life from here on out. 

"Are you sure Diana?" He asks me as he looks down at me with a confused face. 

" I said I don't remember much Draco." I say as I start to walk faster to the court yard to try and get away from him.  

" Okay evergreen" he says as I walk out to the court yard and he walks back to his dorm.  Its a pretty nice day, the sun is shinning and the birds are chirping.  I go to sit down on a bench, in a cute little corner of the court yard, to read my book a little bit before dinner.  Draco left for no reason but at least he was nice enough to check up on me .   I read my book for a couple hours but my stomach starts to growl really loud so I start to head to the dinning hall.  As I walk into the dinning hall there are already a bunch of students at the table eating and talking with their friend's. I go over to sit near Draco and as I'm about to sit down pansy takes my spot.

"Thanks for saving me the seat evergreen", she says as she looks up and gives me a fake smile. 

"I didn't, you just took it upon yourself to sit where you saw me sitting because of your obsession with Draco" I say as I turn to sit on the other side of Draco.  

" I do not have an obsession with Draco", she says as she scowled at me. 

"Yes you do", Everyone says at the table around Draco, including Draco himself. 

"Pansy go find someone else to obsess over", Draco says as he turns to look at me. 

"How was your book?", he says looking down at me.

"It was really good, thanks for asking I say as I smile and start to finally eat my dinner.  The rest of dinner went fine if it wasn't for pansy not getting the hint and trying to be as close to Draco as possible.  As we get up to go back to our rooms Draco pulls me aside.

"Hey want to go up to the astronomy tower tonight?" He asks as he looks down at me.

"I'm tired Draco", I say as I turn around and start to walk back to my room.

"It will only be for a little bit, I want to talk with you", He says turning me around to look at his face.

"Fine, what time then?", I say with a blank expression on my face. 

"Around 9", he says as he walks back to his room. I do the same but as I'm walking back to my room it gives me time to think. Why does he want to go to the astronomy tower tonight? Maybe he wants to talk about something but I have no idea what it is.  As I get back to my room I see that it is a complete mess. I have been so busy lately with classes and other things that I forget to clean my room. I pick up my room really fast and go to lay on my bed. I realize that I still have my outfit on from this morning and I haven't washed my face so I do my skin care before i fully get comfy in my bed. I'm so tired that I think about taking a quick nap before going up to the astronomy tower.  So I set my alarm for 8:50 and quickly drift off to sleep.