*Dianas pov*
I wakes up to my annoying alarm at 7. Breakfast is at 7:30 and classes start at 8:30. I wakes up and heads to the bathroom to take a shower. I takes a shower and washes my face in the shower. I gets out and raps a towel around myself. I go back to my room to get dressed for class. After I a. dressed I puts on some light makeup and do my hair. Then I start to head to breakfast.
I walks into the great hall to see draco and pansy sitting next to each other at the slytherin table. I walk over and sit down across from them. I am sitting next to blasie. I start to put some pancakes on my plate with some fruit.
"Hey guys, how you yall sleep?" I asks as she takes a bite of the fruit
"Not bad for the first night here, what about you?" Blasie says as he is eating his food
"Good" I say
"I slept good I guess. I do love having a room to myself" malfoy says with a little smirk on his face
The whole breakfast pansy was trying to be as close as she could to malfoy and he was not having it. He tried to push her away but she always came back. I ate all my food and waited for them to finish eating. Once we were all done eating we went to our first class. (*I don't fully know exactly how many class there are and stuff so I'm making a schedule up*)
My classes are defensive against the dark arts, care of magical creatures, free period, transfiguration, and astronomy. My classes on b days are defensive against the dark arts, care of magical creatures, free period, charms and divination. I start to head to defensive against the dark arts with all my friends and pug face because she is following malfoy around. We walk into the class and I sit down in the back. I hear the chair screech and I look over to see malfoy siting next to me.
"I hope this class is interesting" malfoy says
"Me too, I don't want to sit through a boring class" I say
As soon as he is about to talk the teacher somes in.
"Heloo I am proffesor lupin and I am your new defense against the dark arts teacher" preffesor lupin says as he walk to the front of the classroom.
The class ends and it felt like it went on forever. I gather my stuff and walk out the door and wait next to it for my friends. As soon as they walk out we head to our next class. Blaise has a different class then me and Molfoy so he walks to his class. We walk to the next class which is outside. As we walk up to the class we see a big creature that I have never seen before. As I was about to ask what it is Hagrid interrupts me.
"Ello students this is a hipogriff and we are learning about them today, if you would open your books to page 34 then we can get started" Hagrid says as he feeds the hipagriff a ferret
"And how are we supposed to do that?" Malfoy asks in a cocky tone
"You just stroke the spine of course" Hagrid says
Malfoy does what Hagrid says and strokes the spine. I can't help but notice how good his hands look....no don't think about that he is your best friend. I shake my head of that thought and stroke the spine of my book.
*everything that happens in the movie because I don't feel like writing it, sorry. I also hate when I have to read it in every fanfic so I thought I would make mine different *
Right after malfoy got scratch he was taken to the hospital by Hagrid and I was caring his stuff. We got there and Hagrid pit him down and tole madame pomfrey what happened.
"Oh dear, ok you have a fractured wrist for I will put your arm in a sling. Be careful for the next couple weeks." Madame pomfrey says as she puts his arm and wrist in a sling.
"That stupid bloody chicken will pay for this!" Malfoy says and he clings to his arm
"Stop being so dramatic malfoy, your arm and wrist will be fine" I says as I roll my eyes as he is being dramatic. I sit in the hospital for a little and talk to malfoy. You left so I could go to the library to stuff and do some homework that was already given. It was the first day back but that didn't stop the teachers from giving us homework. I studied for a hour. I packed my stuff up and started to head to lunch. When I walked into the great hall I walk over to the slytherin table and sit down next to blaise because pansy is in your spot next to draco. You don't want a fight so you just sit on the opposite side of the table. As you finished getting food and started to eat, thats when pansy decided to speak.
"Diana, you should really cut back 9n the calories. Your going to get more fat" Pansy said with a smirk on her face as she turns back to malfoy
"Why would I listen to the words that come out of your mouth. Your probably just jelous that I'm hotter and can get any guy I want." Diana shoots back and acts like it doesn't but it does and it's all because of her father.
*Flashback*
"Your going to get fat from all that food so stop eating and go work out if you actually want to guys to like you and date you" my father shoots as you were eating
"Why should I care about what people think about me, its my body and all that counts is that I like it." I say as I look down at my plate
"DONT TALK BACK TO ME. STOP EATING AND GO WORK OUT" he yells as he stands up and yanks me out of my seat and pushes me to my room. I get to my room and break down. I thought will no one really love me if I am fat.
*End of Flashback*
As I remember that I start to get hot and sweaty and my hands are no in fists.
"Aw did I push a button" Pansy say sarcastically
I get up and walk out of the great hall to my dorm. When I get in there I'm happy to see no one is there and I start to cry. I don't cry for very long because I hate being vonarable. I get up and go to the mirror and fit my outfit and makeup before I head to my next class transfiguration. I get to the class and sit down. The class went by fast mostly because I was zoning out but I didn't care. I walk out of the class and head to my dorm for a quick nap before astronomy which it at 12 am. I take a nap and fix myself again and I look at the time ands it's 11:40. I head out of my dorm and start to walk to the astronomy tower. I run into draco who is also going.
"Hey Evergreen, you alright from earlier, I would of came sooner but I would of thought you wanted to be alone." Mafloy says as he looks at you concerned.
"I'm fine, I just lost my apatite" I say back as we get to the classroom. We end up siting together and we talk about the constellations.
"I like that one, it's called draco and it means dragon and I like dragons." I says as I point to where it is
"You like drangons huh, my names draco and it means dragon so that means you like me" malfoy says as he has a smirk on his face
"I don't like you malfoy, I like the consolation." I say as I hit him it the arm and look back at the night sky and the stars. I love the stars. It reminds me that there is always like in the darkest of times. (Dumbledore moment hehe)
They are always shining so bright and nothing can dull that. I wish I was like a star, always positive and never negative.
After astronomy we headed back to the droms. I said goodnight to malfoy and went into my dorm, my roommates were asleep considering it is now 1:20 am. I change out of my uniforme and put on some silky pj's. I climb into bed and look at the ceiling. I wonder what it would be like to have one day where you were always positive and no one could ruin that for one day. To not have a care in the world and live life as you please. My eyes started to get heavy and I eventually fell asleep.
*sorry my updates are really slow. I am trying to balance my school work, writing this fanfic, my tik tok account which is called @baekyra if you wanna follow me on tik tok and my story on my other tik tok. Please vote and comment ideas you have and I will try and put them in. Thank you for almost 100 reads!!!*
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Draco Malfoy x Suicidal Reader
Storie d'amoreI DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS EXCEPT DIANA ROSE EVERGREEN. ⚠️this story will involve self harm, abusive dad, not eating, suicidal thoughts and other stuff so if you are triggered by that then don't read⚠️ ⚠️smut warring as well ⚠️ Hi my name is...
