Twice Oneshots

satzu - bring it back

A/N: This one is angst, trying something new 

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I always see you pass by me still. No hint of recognition or hesitation when we cross paths. You don't even look at me anymore. Is it because you're so focused on her now?

You pretend that we never existed and never loved each other. You pretend like we never cared for each other. Like all those sleepless nights and sweet moments we shared never existed.

At least she makes you happy now, Sana. I can only watch from afar as you share intimate moments with that pale girl with the sharp mono-lidded eyes. She better treat you like the queen that you are.

I still miss you. Obviously. I still wonder what would happen if we didn't fall out. I think about you all day and all night. I know it's bad because, well you don't do the same.

I know you don't think about me and my name doesn't ever cross your mind. But maybe you do. Sometimes I like to think that you do. It's impossible not to, right? It's only been 3 months after all.

We paired so well together Sana. People always told us that we looked good together, and we would brag about how lucky we were.

Now they say the same thing about you and Dahyun.

When she kisses you it's painful. Truly it is. When I see you walk together, holding hands. I can't bear it anymore. I'd rather die than seeing you like this.

Can't we go back to before? How things were before. I know at the time it didn't seem like it but we were happier back then. Back then when nothing mattered but each other.

When we would talk on discord the whole night long, or play video games together when we were apart. Or even when we just watched movies together. We would cuddle and I would whisper in your ear how much I loved you. How much I treasured you and would do anything for you.

Those little moments meant everything. I would do anything to bring them back.

I wasn't lying when I said those things. I guess you didn't take me seriously. Now you do those things with her. It's like I've been replaced. I have, haven't I?

I've thought about asking for you back.

To come up to you and beg for you back. I would even just take friendship over nothing, even though it would kill me. Im that desperate Sana. Please don't underestimate the significance of my feelings.

How can my heart race still when you accidentally come near me. It does fall after you ignore me but that feeling is still there. My heart totally disregards my head and it still aches for you. I need it to stop. Stop this all. The pain.

You deserve better. Dahyun must be great though if you like her.

Im sorry I couldn't be better for you. I wish I could have made you happier. I could have treated you better. I guess this is kind of my fault though.

And so i'm choosing to move on. I've decided this ever since then but, well it's harder than I thought. This time I will though. For real I will.

You can do it Tzuyu, I believe in you. Please don't doubt me.

And Sana, I love you.  

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