I don't know what I'm feeling, sadness, loneliness, I'm feeling stupid, alot at once and it's all twisting up into a mess... I have butterflies, and my nerves have been on edge for a while now, they get better then worse...I wanna talk to one person but maybe they don't wanna talk to me. What's the point in not talking? All I do is miss you.. I wanna talk to you so bad, I hope your okay. I want us both to be okay, that's what makes me happy, you make me happy, it's crazy to think that but you do. You make me laugh when I wanna cry, and smile when all I wanna do is curl up in a ball and sob, you make me feel cared for and remind me that someone CAN love me...that it's not impossible to want to love me
~ Selena
