I know it's crazy but I really miss him... I know he has to take care of somebody he loves but I wanna be there to comfort him when he needs me. But I can't be right now... I have this had feeling that this time he's not gonna come back, I feel like I've lost him.. but I hope I havent. One of my friends told me if he comes back, he comes back; and if he doesn't come back, he doesn't, so that's how I have to take it right now. I've always been self conscious thinking everyone would leave me, and sometimes I'm right.. but I hope that this time I'm not right..
~ Selena
