Lately, my mind has been so confusing. My brain can't decide on something extremely important and I'm not sure that my heart can either.. I just want my life to be normal, but normal isn't possible for me because I'm not normal myself. I want to feel loved that's all I've ever wanted I lost important people when I was really young, and that messed me up.. I've always been messed up, but I have people that make me feel normal and not majorly messed up. Love. One day I will get to end up with my true love, whether I have already met them or not, one day I will know, that's what everyone tells me.. One day. I hope they're right because I'm already wanting to be with my true love. Already hoping for a happy life with them, not matter what happens, no matter what... Lately, my mind just won't shut up, it won't let me get much sleep, it never clears. So this is a lot of just complaining to y'all but I haven't updated in almost a week and I figured my loving readers wanted to know what was going on with me...
