Well I guess you could say that I'm sad again... maybe even depressed again.. Right now I don't even know. I don't even have the strength to try to smile right now. My life is in pieces and my parents don't help at all... they just make it worse... my mom took my phone and the only reason she didn't take my laptop was because of school. I literally want to scream right now. I am so fed up with living here and being treated like crap, she makes me feel like crap, and she treats me like crap and lately I've been wanting to believe it again.. I feel like life or destiny or whatever you believe in hates me right now... because nothing works out, life doesn't want me to be happy.. I'm NOT allowed to be happy... or have anybody love me all of the time and not get fed up with me....
