I'm trying to put my life back together out of the trillions of pieces that it always seems to be in... I'm trying to put myself together.. trying to be okay and happy.. trying to smile. Trying to live life but to live life you need a life... And I've never had a normal life ever. Maybe one day I will but who knows? I wanna be at least a little bit normal and. a little bit put together more than I am. I wanna be better but life is complicated so yeah.... I want to get my crap together and 've organized and be over and get What I want and be happy and have all of my friends here with me and just... I want things to be okay again...I'll go now cause I'm ranting but just checking in with the people that read this so y'all know I haven't went off the deep end of the pool of life
~ Selena
