I'm trying to get my life together slowly but surely. It's hard sometimes but I'm trying to not give up, and I'm trying to be strong. One day every little piece of the puzzle of my life will be put perfectly together but until then it's kind of a jumbled mess. Life will get better I will find my superman or soulmate and if I've already found them and they happen to be out of reach then they will be closer with time, I will be completely and totally happy, I will have the life I've always wanted, I will get to go to college and get out of this small town, and maybe much more (hopefully). But until then I need to focus on learning to love myself again, and making myself happy, because I have been unhappy enough times in my life to justify normal or odd whichever comes first in that situation. One day I will not think about skipping that meal, or popping that hair tie on my wrist, or worse... I can't wait for that One day to come hopefully it is sooner than it seems. Because I want my prince charming or my love or soulmate, I want to feel loved, and be loved, I want so much still even now, but maybe 'm greedy. But in life as a little kid they tell you that your gonna have a happily ever after and marry the man or woman of your dreams and be amazingly happy and everything will go right, from the moment we are born they tell us that everything will be alright and they tell us fairytale after fairytale.
