BTS Concert 2 | vminkook

Part 13

Jungkook:
Are you on your way back?

Jimin:
Yeah I should be there in an hour

Jungkook:
Perfect! I can't wait to see you. We should be back in around 2 hours I think so not long!

Jimin:
Yeah, okay

Jungkook:
Did you have a good trip?

Jimin:
It was nice seeing mum

Jungkook:
She must've missed you huh?

Jimin:
I guess so

Jungkook:
You okay?

Jimin:
Yeah I'm sorry. I'm tired. This trip is so long

Jungkook:
You can nap as soon as you get in. I'll see you soon. I love you

Jimin:
I love you

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Jimin was awoken from his nap in his room by someone stroking his hair. He had cried before falling asleep and hoped that it wasn't obvious. When his eyes flickered open he saw Jungkooks smiling face and he couldn't help but smile back softly.

"I'm sorry I didn't actually mean to wake you. I just needed to touch you it feels like I haven't seen you in two weeks"

"It's okay" Jimin whispers as he sat up. Jungkook took this opportunity to wrap his arms around Jimin's smaller frame and pull him into a tight hug.

"I missed you" Jungkook mumbles into his shoulder.

"Me too" Jimin replies.

Jimin melts into the touch and allows himself a small moment of happiness at the fact that he's back in his boyfriends arms.

"2 days really is too long" Jungkook whispers.

Jimin cant help but scoff softly. "I'll tell you that when you go abroad for two weeks then huh"

"Ah well, you know how it is" Jungkook chuckles back. He pulls away then and cups Jimin's soft cheek with his hand. "Taehyungie-hyungie will be back a little later but he said he can't wait to see you"

"I can't wait to see him either" Jimin smiles softly. Jungkook notices the pain behind his eyes. He's not stupid, he saw the damp pillow but didn't want to question. They had enough trust between them that if one had a problem they could always discuss it.

"I'm here for you, you know that don't you" he decides to add softly, making sure Jimin looked in his eyes then. "No matter what"

Jimin smiles again and nods "I know. Don't worry"

His initial assumption was that he missed his mum so much, and seeing her reminded him just how much. Perhaps coming back was harder than he had initially thought. Jungkook leans in and presses a tender kiss to Jimin's forehead before pulling back. "You can nap more if you want, I can stay with you".

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A few days had passed since then and Jimin was back at work. Time made him feel a little better but he still wasn't fully able to shut off his feelings, or his expressions. His dads words kept ringing in his ears. He remembered the shouting of his parents from the time when his dad found out he was gay. He remembered the horrid slurs that left his mouth, his mothers cries as she begged her husband to stay and try to accept their son. She too had a problem at first, but couldn't ever see herself not loving her own child. As much as she loved Jimin, she also loved her husband and losing his was hard. Jimin always felt at fault. But he truly knew his father didn't actually love him. He made it very clear. His mother never asked about the 'gay thing'. It was just a thing that was to be ignored at their house. Whether that was due to his mum's inability to understand how or why, or whether it was for his sake, Jimin didn't know. Either way, he didn't feel like he could be himself down there.