ivy [jasper jordan x fem! oc]

wanheda: 2

for the first time in two weeks, i had actually slept. jasper and i had fallen asleep in each others arms after we had our argument.

i woke up around 7:30, and jasper was still asleep. i snaked out of his arms, and changed my clothes. i put on a brown sweater and black cargo pants with my leather boots. bellamy, monty, and kane still arent back yet, but i'm not worried. kane is wise, monty has the brain of Einstein, and bellamy is strong. plus, i'm pretty sure they're with indra, so it should be okay.

i looked back at jasper, whose eyes were now wide open, "good morning lover boy." i smile,

he stretches his arms in the air, "good morning babe"

he picks up his body and walks over to me, i turn around and hug him. i look up and place a kiss on his lips. he pulls away from me and walks into the bathroom.

"i have to go, jas. i love you, make sure you go see abby."

"i will, i love you too" he calls. i walk out of our room and down the hall.

"grounder approaching!" someone outside yells,

i run outside as fast as i can to make sure this situation is handled properly. "where?!" i yell,

"outside pole 20!" they answer, and i rush to pole 20. looking out, i see a grounder riding on a horse. i use the binoculars to look closer, and on the horse is nyko. i watch as lincoln and octavia run to him, "hold your fire!" octavia yells.

they walk nyko and his horse towards the gates, and we quickly open it for them. i hop down from my poll and walk over to lincoln and octavia. "what happened?" i notice the blood on nyko and the horse.

"azgeda, thats chit hapern . (ice nation, thats what happened)" she answers as we rush him to medical.

i walk in first, to see abby and jasper talking. "abby. abby, its nyko."

octavia, lincoln, and jackson carry nyko in on a stretcher. "he said it was azgeda, the ice nation." lincoln says, as they set him onto a bed. "where?" abby asks,

"i dont know, he didnt say."

"his pulse is weak, and he's burning up."

abby removes the jacket, and under it is 3 large cuts. blood us oozing, and the sight is horrifying. "clotting will stop the flow, but he's lost to much blood.

i search his arms for a vein to put the IV in, and i find one on the back of his hand. i stick the needle in, and pump the anesthesia into his body.

"i'll type him" jackson says,

he grabs the device and pierces nyko with it, it beeps and jackson looks at it. "Rh null."

me, abby, and jackson look at each other, giving an "oh no" look.

"whats wrong?" octavia asks, "we're universal donors. here, take mine." she tries to pull up her sleeve, but i stop her, "no, you cant. Rh null can only take Rh null."

lincoln holds out his arm, and jackson types him. he looks at it, then shakes his head.

octavia stresses, "i dont understand. can you save him or not?"

"not here."

"jackson."

my stomach drops, as i think of the only place that would have Rh null blood.

"wait. what is he talking about?" lincoln asks,

"he's talking about mount weather." i confirm.

jackson nods, "the medical facility in that mountain is state-of-the-art. they relied on blood to survive, its still all there."

me and jasper look at each other, he sees the terrified look on my face, and i almost cry.

"you want me to bring a grounder into mount weather for a transfusion?" abby's voice is stern, "they killed thousands of people for that blood, jackson."

"we cant just let him die, abby. we're doctors."

"i am not just a doctor!"

"maybe you should be."

abbys face softens and she turns to lincoln, "lincoln, yesterday you told me that even out supply runs were putting us at risk. they were jeopardizing our peace"

lincoln nods, "yeah"

"how would you advise me now?"

lincoln face turns into a twisted mess of frustration, and tension fills the air. "he's my friend. save him."

abby looks at jackson, "get him ready for transport."

i move out of the way, and walk over to jasper. i dont say anything. i just stand beside him.

abby looks back, looking at the both of us, "i hope your ready to face your feelings."

me and jasper look at each other, but dont say anything. probably because we didnt know what to say. my mind was racing, and once more i could wrap my head around this plan.

i had done he best i could to help jackson get him ready to transport. we carried him to the rover, and abby drove out of arkadia as fast as she could.

it took us 45 minutes to an hour to get to mount weather. we rushed nyko into the mountain and onto the elevator. we went to level 3, and as soon as the doors opened they ran down the halls into the OR. octavia looks back at me and jasper, "dont do anything stupid." and runs into the room.

i pause for a moment, and sigh "god, i cant believe we're back here."

"yeah" he looks at me, "are you okay? you weren't really given a choice on whether you wanted to com here or not."

i hold my head up at the ceiling, "honestly, no." i look at him, "i hate this. this isn't right, but nyko's a trusted ally, and our friend."

he nods, "yeah, me too." We continued walking around the third level for a little in silence, until i spoke up,

"can we uh.. go to the art warehouse?"

jasper gives me a sad smile, "of course." i mirrored his action, and we walked back towards the elevator. we got into the elevator and he pressed the number 1.

the elevator went down, and dinged as it opened. we stepped out of it, and walked down the hall. i opened the door, thinking of the time me and jasper went on a date down here, and the time we put that hole in the wall.

we slowly walked into the low lit warehouse. i walked down the aisle with jasper holding my hand as i walked in front of him. "can you help me find whirlwinds of love?" i shutter as i speak. "yeah," we let go of our hands, and i start looking through the shelves.

we keep looking, and my frustration starts to build. i grip the painting nears to me and chuck it at the wall, anger fills me. i'm mad that we're here. i'm mad that clarke did this. i'm mad at cage for not letting us go. and i'm mad at clarke for not waiting one minute before she wiped out an entire civilization. i pull one of the shelves down, and maya's favorite painting pops out.

i hold it in my hands as i stare at it with tears in my eyes. i set the painting down and fell onto my bottom.

jasper quietly sits next to me, "artemu-"

"i'm fine."

he doesn't say anything. i hear the door open, but i dont look. octavia sits beside me, "hey"i dont speak. i just stare at the painting, slowly rethinking all of my decisions.

"this one was her favorite. it represents the second circle of hell, which is pretty ironic when you really think about it. i said i agreed with her... but i dont know." my tears start to fall, and jasper wraps his arm around my waist. "i miss her." i sob.

octavia puts her head on my shoulder and wraps her arm around me as well. "it'll get better." she says. i cry harder as my two favorite people hold me in their arms. "when?" my body shakes as i relive the moments my best friend and i had shared. i truly do miss her.