Hey guys! Yeah I know I haven't updated in like forever. But...yeah lol..
So I'm going to mix it up. And I'm very thankful for all the reads and votes :)!!!!
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RE-CAP PEOPLE
Zayn POV
We hit the bottom of the stairs when Leah was about to run up the stairs. But I stopped her. I grabbed her arm and she began screaming and crying. I backed away in terror as she began crying and curled into a ball on the floor....what did I just do??? I began to freak out.
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"Zayn calm down, Leah's fine she probably was just scared." Liam said to me as we sat on the couch.
I couldn't help but worry. She's like my own kid. What if I hurt her. She may never talk to me again.
"NO LIAM, HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO CALM DOWN. I SCARED HER! SHE PROBABLY HATES ME!" I yelled getting angrier and angrier.
Liam rose from the couch and walked towards the staircase and up the stairs. I'm so mad at myself though I don't even care. How could I just do that? Ugh I wasn't even thinking. I just...I don't even know.
I slammed my fist into the couch before slumping over with my elbows resting on my knees and face in my palms. I wish I could go back on time just fix everything for Leah. Make her feel loved. Wanted. Anything. Just...happy I dunno I guess. Maybe this blonde streak is getting to my head.
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A/N (you don't need to read it if you're only going to mock me...you know who you are...-_- )
Ok I know this isn't really an update. No excuses except for school really. I guess. But expect an update this week. Saturday? Ill be on spring break :D oh and one other small thing please read Save You Tonight, I absolutely live this story and the author is super sweet!! I'm also helping her manage a couple things with the story. There's a twitter and Instagram :) ill dedicate this...nonsense to her. Then you go and figure out the rest.
Thanks!!!
Xoxo- Bethany <3
