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03.

I'm literally having Chainsaw Man vol. 1 with me as I flip through the pages trying to remember what happens-

I kicked a nearby rock and watched it fly onto the road. 

"To be honest why can't Mama just babysit them while she works??.." I peered out on the almost setting sun. "Like they're one of her personal dogs."

I walked inside HQ passing by adults leaving with their bags and weapons. I then noticed Himeno walking by chatting with other female co-workers. Himeno then looked over to my direction and gave me a big wave. I gave her a smile wave before trying to walk away, 

"Heyy! Don't walk away!" I sigh as I turn around. "So?"

"So what??" Himeno pouted as her cheeks puffed out. She leaned in my ear and whispered, 

"I heard you get to "babysit" a fiend hmm?" She leaned away and gave me a smirk. 

"Who told you??" 

"Who do you think told me?" I nodded as I gave her an awkward smile. "To put it in a short nice sentence," She wrapped her arm around my neck and shoulders and gave me a small squeeze, "I'm proud of youu!" 

"T-thank you Himeno! I really appreciate it!.." Himeno hummed as she let my neck go. 

"Cya tomorrow, Y/nn-Chann!" She ran off as she gave me another big wave as I returned yet another small one. I turned around and started going up the elevator towards the office. The hallways weren't as crowded this morning so it was peaceful, that you could hear paper rustling. I opened the door slowly to see Mama looking through papers. She seemed to notice me because she turned her head towards me and gave me a small smile. 

"You can come in." I opened the door slowly and walked towards Mama and the papers that were scattered everywhere. 

"You're not usually this unorganized. Something happen with the fiend??" Mama lift up her head with a small, gentle, smile. 

"So you've heard. Who told you??" 

"One of the top executives." Mama nodded as she got up and made a pile of all the papers and files. 

"Words get around fast don't they??" I nodded. "Do you think you're ready??" I nodded again. 

"I've been working here since a young age so babysitting shouldn't be so hard." Mama smiled as she grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze. She let go of my hand and returned to the papers again. 

"He would be staying at Aki's place for 98% of the time, but when it comes to fighting I want you to help him out with that." She then paused at what she was doing and then returned to what she was saying. "Like the basics. I want you to teach him the basics." She turned her head to look at me. I guess I made a puzzling look. "Will it be to hard for you??" I shook my head.

 "Why me though?? Why not Kibishe-Sensei??" 

"He's busy with something else." I frowned. 

"Women. Too be honest I can't blame him though."  

"When can I meet him??" Mama paused as she took a moment to think about it. 

"Not too long or too short." She then pulled out a lighter after she dumped all the papers into a metal trash can. She flicked the lighter multiple times before it was on fire. Then she turned her heard towards me, the light under her face making her imitating. "I think you'll like him." She dropped the lighter into the metal can, making every paper go up in flames. She stared at it for a little while before walking towards the door. "Shall we??" 

"..Yes Mama." I followed her out the door leaving the metal can to burn. 

Dark. It's always dark in these types of dreams. I've had them so many times I know them like the back of my hand. I turned my head to the side where I can see a chair. A torture chair covered in dark, dried up blood. I walked towards the chair, making splashing noises at the bottom of my feet. At the bottom of the chair was broken chains and injection needles. I slowly picked one up, shaking. In the back of my head I heard footsteps creeping closer. I clenched the needle until it broke, leaving broke glass shards everywhere. I turned my head backwards to face a young man with black hair and a blurred out face. He was wearing a lab count and holding a new injection needle. He then walked right past me and towards the chair and moved his arms towards it. Beckoning me to take a seat. 

"C'mon don't be a brat now." Echos. The echos are loud for no reason. I walked towards the chair, shaking more than ever. I took deep breathes but they weren't helping. I peered down at my feet which were unusually small. Like a child's feet. Before I can look back up chains magically wrapped around, capturing me, and squeezing me 'till I couldn't breath. I looked up at the man with tears filling up my eyes, pleading him to stop. He slightly pushed the needle, making some clear ooze come out. "If you don't move or struggle this wont hurt as much as it should be." He then stabbed the needle in my right eye, injecting the liquid in my eye. Burns. It burns. IT BURNS. Is all that's repeating in my head as I stomp my feet on the water covered floor. I screamed in pain on the top of my lungs as the man just stood there. I looked up at his blurred out face as I noticed that where his eyebrows should be, were furrowed like he was disappointed. "Kids are so annoying." He then started to walk towards a door that appeared from the water. "Since you didn't listen, here's your punishment." He walked through the doorway as he started to close the door. 

"WAIT NO PLEASE!" I screamed as I continued to stomp my feet more. "COME BACK PLEASE! I-I'LL BE BETTER! I PROMISE! JUST! PLEASE COME BACK!" BAM. The dark abyss just became darker and the tears that have been overflowing my eyes finally began to roll down my face. I sobbed for I don't know how long that the tears in my right eye became red. Alone. All alone. I suddenly peered down at myself crying like a weakling. I walked away from the sobbing that's disappearing in the back of my head. I continued to walk and walk until I couldn't hear it anymore. To be honest, I wish it was the same for the real world too. 

Sorry for making it longer than it should've have. I was really into the last part for some reasons. 

Also the reason I make Y/n call Makima "Mama" is because since she's the control devil and always wanted a family she wants Y/n to call her "Mama" since she wants that title of a loving family. She even doesn't want to think of Y/n growing up because then she thinks Y/n would love her or want to be a part of her anymore. If that makes sense. I just wanted to clear that up. 

Thanks for reading<3