My Abusive Youtuber Boyfriend (Slow Updates)

Chapter 13

Taehyung's 3rd P.O.V

"Shit.." Taehyung muttered out from under his breath, looking at his shattered phone that was across the room.

Tae was going through it again. The anger that was building up in him sent shivers down his spine.

He couldn't help but to 'think why won't he give his all to me? Am I not enough? I'm trying for him, and it's pissing me off.'

Taehyung took a swig from the E&J bottle that was tightly in his hands. He was sitting on the floor by his couch, watching whatever was on the tv.

He was so built up in his mind that he didn't realize his phone was ringing.

It kept ringing, ringing, and ringing.

Taehyung felt so trashed, as he drowned everything out by the alcohol he was drinking.

He felt pathetic and he doesn't like that feeling. He wanted to give all his pain to someone else. Taehyung couldn't handle all his feelings, and he tends to act on them each time.

- Early -

"..Taehyung you're not ready for a relationship. We both know you aren't." Namjoon stated on the phone.

"Hyung, I'm not looking for a relationship with anyone." He honestly said, "but, I just want him." Tae added.

"So why lie to this boy? Why are you using others to cover the pain? You need therapy.. this is not what you want to continue. Remember your last boyfriend? I love you.. but Taehyung.. this is genuinely wrong. As your friend, as a big brother, you can't hurt people anymore." Namjoon tried his best to explain his friend's wrong doings.

"You know what? Honestly I don't give a fuck." he said harshly.

"You're projecting your problems on to others. Just because you went through things as a kid doesn't mean to give others pain." Namjoon argued.

Namjoon knew Taehyung from the back of his hand, he knew his friend's struggles, he knew what all his intentions were all wrong and just plain messed up.

"He will help me in so many ways that you don't know.." was all Tae said, that made Namjoon frown.

Taehyung wasn't hearing anything Namjoon was saying. It was like he didn't care for anyone but himself. The picture was growing bigger that Taehyung truly needed help, or to be put away so he wouldn't hurt anyone else.

The first time it happened, it felt too good for him. The control that he wanted, the attention that he wanted. It lead him to look at love the wrong way.

Namjoon really wanted to help his friend, but you can't help people who don't want the help. After constant refusing of help, Namjoon felt like giving up on advice. He knew he would learn the hard way of things. He knew Taehyung was going to be a free-willed person.

"You realize, you're acting more and more like your father day by day." And with that Namjoon hung up, hoping that it sits on Tae's mind.

Those words sunk into Taehyung's mind. It made him angry. He threw his phone against the wall, breaking it."

"Shit.." he muttered.

Jungkook's P.O.V

Today is Friday, and im so happy. Im hoping I get to see him today.

My graduation is soon, im so hype for it. It was a little delayed, due to school complications but oh well, I just know I will be walking with my friends next Wednesday. It'll be so emotional but it'll all be worth it.