My Abusive Youtuber Boyfriend (Slow Updates)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Jungkook's P.O.V

- this is after school onna Tuesday -

"ok, you barely got to know this guy and you straight up said yes." Jin tried to recap everything I just said.

I nodded. I was at Jin's famous café in Korea that he opened as soon as he got out of school. Jin was my personal tutor when i had trouble in school, and he soon took a role of being a "mother" figure towards me.

I sat at the bar table talking with my "mom" who was on his break.

"You're stupid, you're very slow jungkook! have you learned anything i taught you?" he scolded me.

I didn't understand why he was mad, he should at least support me on my decision.

"Why are you mad at me? I was expecting support from you." I sighed sadly.

Jin looked at me as his attitude softened, "Jungkook.. I'm not upset, I'm just disappointed in you. How can you date someone without knowing anything about them? Remember everyone has an internet persona."

"I can get to know him while dating him, he'll tell me everything about him as soon as he's ready.. Maybe he had childhood trauma. I can't force him on such a touchy topic.." I uttered sadly..

"Just be careful." Jin patted my back and went to get me some tea.

I sat there playing with my fingers, as I felt a presence beside me.

"Why so sad?"

I heard a cheerful voice next to me, looking up and seeing the eyes of sunshine.

Hoseok.

I latched onto him so suddenly, I haven't seen him in a while.. nor talk to him in a hot minute. I missed him so much, he doesn't even know. I wonder where he ran off too..

"I missed you.." I whispered.

He's my best friend and will always be for a long time, he has my trust.

"I missed you too but what did i miss?" He asked, chuckling.

I gave him the biggest hug. I missed him so much, I told him to take a seat and I'll tell him everything unless he tells me where he's been. Apparently he's gone back to his hometown for a little bit, which makes sense because he has family there. I just can't wait until he comes back to school.

We caught up on everything, and to say the least, he was shocked about me meeting my idol and dating him. Officially dating him! I can't even believe it dating him like this is all a dream.. what can go possibly wrong ?

me, hoseok, and jin all talked for a bit until jin's break was over.

me and hoseok had the day to ourselves walking around busan.. we were thinking about getting jimin to be reunited again but he's always with his boyfriend so that cut out our plans with him.

(ok i really don't feel like writing uppercase 😓)

{ hoseok pov }

(for the first time i'm writing in a different pov lol)

jungkook was very special to me, not a little brother special but a special type of special- you get what I mean.

if this taehyung guy hurts him.. i will lose my mind. this baby bunny has been my crush since and i've never told him. i know he sees me as a big brother and i totally respect his decisions.

we sat in his backyard looking at stars. jungkook attempting to count all the stars that laid in the sky but failing.

he had on the cutest space pajamas on.

"there's too many!" he whined.

i chuckled.

"how many did you count?" i asked , wanting to know how far he had gotten.

jungkook took a moment to think about it.

"maybe.. 6? i kept misscounting, and recounting the ones I already counted.. it got hard!" he whined even more, picking up pieces of grass and throwing it.

he's so cute.. was the only thought that entered my head.

it got silent as we sat out looking at the stars and the moon shining above us.

"so what do you think about taehyung?" he suddenly questioned out of nowhere.

i didn't know what to say.

"well, i have no thoughts about him. i just want what's best for you, hoping he's not making you do things you don't want to do. if he hurts you, tell me.. i'll come get you any day." i smiled reassuringly.

he smiled back nodding.

"i don't think he will hurt me hyung, i'll be fine!" he giggled at my overprotectiveness. "if he does i'll come talk to you! i promise." he added.

jungkook proceeded to stick out his pinky to make a right lock promise around mine. we smiled at each other.

we spent some more time outside until i felt his head nod onto my shoulder.. looks like he's asleep.

i looked at the time on my phone..

"oh it's about time for me to go." i sadly sighed.

i picked up bun, walked into the house, proceeded to take him to his room, put him in his bed, and then tucked him in. i smiled , turning off his light and walked out, shutting his door.

you can definitely tell i'm whipped for him..

A/N

Sooooo hiiii hehe!

Ok, this is a short one but i hope you like! it's my first time putting a different pov in this so i hope this is well. i did not check this at all so please don't be afraid to tell me my mistakes uwu.

i think my mental health is getting better a little bit.. i've been struggling with a lot of things lately and what's been happening hasn't been helping. but my boyfriend and friends has been a big help with a couple of things like self esteem, anxiety, and other stuff that i'm not very open about yet.. hopefully i'll have enough confidence about what i want to talk about.

maybe i'll write a book about me? i'm not interesting but i feel like i should at least have a personal book to vent in, and to see what other people's experiences are like.

at the end of the day i know i'm not alone in tough times and you aren't either.

2020 has been a crazy year .. i hope everyone is ok.. the covid, protests, and ugh so much other stuff is tiring.. it's overwhelming, it hurts, just so much pain going down! everything will heal up hopefully.. i just pray and have faith! everyone stay safe out here love you.

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