Worst In Me N.S.

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AJ

Right now, Taylor and I are pulling up to the Airport.

Jolly and Taylor refuse to let go of each other which is super cute to us. My doctor put me on a heart monitor currently until I get home and have my surgery. Noah just holds my hand tightly and holds me in his arms. He's not ready for me to leave.

I don't want to leave but I have to have this done.

"I really wish I didn't have to leave" I tell Noah.

He rubs my arms.

"I know, baby. But this is what's best for your health right now" he says.

And I know that, doesn't mean I'm ready to leave the tour.

We finally park and we all get out. Taylor and I grab our bags and everything before saying our final goodbyes.

"Please stay in communication the best that you can" I tell him.

He chuckles as he pulls me into a tight hug.

"I love you so much Acaria Jayce" Noah tells me.

I begin to tear up as I kiss his cheek. We pull away and he places a soft but passionate kiss on my lips. I return the kiss as I begin to cry.

"You will rejoin us hopefully in May when we come back to the states" he tells me.

I nod as he kisses me one more time before finally letting Taylor and I go inside.

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Taylor and I made it to our gate about 15 minutes ago and we board in about 30. Taylor has been on the phone with Jolly since we made it to the gate. Noah and I are currently texting about random shit. Mostly about how much we are going to miss each other.

My group chat has been blowing up about how excited they are about having me home. But honestly, I'm not ready to be back. I know they are all going to want to hang out and I still haven't told any of them about Noah and I being together. Mostly because I'm not ready for Aiden to know.

Yes, he hurt me, and I shouldn't be so hesitant to tell him, but I am and in a way it's not fair to Noah or Aiden.

"You going to tell Aiden when we get home?" Taylor asks.

I look down at my phone to see my home screen picture of me and Noah.

"I think it's finally time. I can't keep going on without him knowing" I tell her.

I knew Jolly could hear me but it's the truth. I've been afraid of telling Aiden for a few months now and I have no reason to feel nervous about it considering he cheated on me.

I open my messages and go to Aiden's name.

Me: Hey can we talk when I get home?

Aiden: Yea of course. Is everything okay?

Me: I need to tell you something and I have no idea how it's going to go over.

Aiden: You're scaring me AJ.

Me: We'll talk more when I get home.

I go into my camera roll and look at all of my pictures I still have of me and Aiden.

It's time to put the past behind me.

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No One

They arrived back on campus about an hour ago. Aiden is on his way to pick her up now to talk. AJ told Noah who was supportive of her telling him. Noah told her that after Aiden officially knows that he will finally feel comfortable going public with the relationship.