Project Camp with Sikowitz

Will you let me love you

Tori's POV

"Jade I'm sorry I didn't give you an answer earlier, but I finally have one for you now." I said, with a smile because I stayed calm.

This is the moment. There is no turning back now the one I love is right in front of me. With her hopeful eyes looking deep into my soul. Her blue eyes hold me in my spot I can't move. My breath catches in my throat. I can hear my heart pounding in my ears. She is so breath taking. My brain ceases to function for a moment longer than I would have liked. With a shake of my head to clear my thoughts I finally continue.

"I should have told you right away but truthfully I was a chicken so I asked for help. You are the only person that can make me happy, pissed off, and sad all in one day." I said, but continue before she says anything.

"You take my breath away every damn time you look at me. So when I realized my feelings where stronger then that of wanting friendship I knew I could never tell you." I said, with a sad smile.

"You had a boyfriend and there was no way I would have ever tried to do anything no matter how much it hurt when you would kiss. Or even just hold hands." I tell her

"Those very rare moments we would have to where you would be nice to me just made me care about you even more." I said

"That first day when Beck kissed me was one of the worst days I had ever had. Not just because he kissed me but the look on your face when you seen." I said, with a sad look.

"From that day it was pure hell I had an instant crush on the one who hated me with her whole heart and soul." I said

"I tried every day to tell you what happened but you didn't want to listen. At some point I just gave up and tried to be your friend instead." I told her

"I would cry myself to sleep most nights because not only did I have feelings for you but you would do something to hurt me emotionally.
Even though you did try to poison me once." I said

"How about the time you drove me to the desert with a shovel I thought you really wanted to kill me." I said, with a half small.

"Even after all of that what you said in class about sharing a tent with me severely broke me every time I disappeared at school I found some random place to hide and cry." I said, with a tear.

"Even then I still couldn't stop thinking of you." I said, with a smile.

"You apologized to me then took me on a walk to a waterfall which was beautiful by the way." I said

"Then the letter. After reading it everything made more sense." I said, whipping away her tears with my thumb.

"Jade West I am madly deeply and passionately in love with you and have been since my very first time seeing you." I told her

"I want to be with you. So Jade will you please do me the honor of being my girlfriend and letting me love you the way you deserve." I said, with the biggest smile ever

"Please! I love you just as you are I never want you to change. I fell in love with your snarky attitude, your possessiveness over what or who you hold close to your heart." I say, with a hopeful look in my eyes.

"Be mine! Let me show you what love truly feels like." I said

"Yes! Just shut up and kiss me already." She says

Jade's POV

She had me in tears and I didn't even realize. I felt my heart drop when she started naming off shit that I did to torment her. Just thinking about it all I was worse then a bitch to her there is absolutely no way in hell I will ever be able to apologize enough. I know she has forgiven me but still it doesn't take away the hurt I caused. Even if it takes me a lifetime I will do everything I can to make it up to her.

Wait! What did she say? Did I hear her right? She loves me and wants to be with me? I'm frozen in my spot my brain is going into overdrive and my heart is in my throat. I just keep looking at her and my would is going in slow motion. With each new revelation I feel myself melting into a puddle. I'm screaming in my head. (YES YES YES. MARRY ME PLEASE.) I think to myself.

"Be mine! Let me show you what love truly feels like." She said

"Yes! Just shut up and kiss me already." I say

With that she slammed her lips to mine squeezing my hips a little tighter than before. I open my mouth to moan but she sticks her tongue in my mouth. Wow first real kiss as her girlfriend damn this is amazing. Everyone is cheering us on thankfully Robbie keep Rex silent. I wanted to enjoy this moment just a little longer. Unfortunately Tori pulls away and leans her forehead to mine. Eyes closed trying to catch her breath. I'm breathing heavy but wish she would kiss me again. To my dismay she kisses the tip of my nose instead then laughs when I left out a little pout. She pecks my lips one last time.

"Damn Vega! where did all that confidence come from?" André ask

"I couldn't hold back what can I say." She says, then looks at Beck.

"Beck I'm sorry things worked out the way they did but I'm not sorry that I fell in love. I hope you really meant what you said earlier." She said

"I still don't know if we can completely trust you but I hope that you understand that everything you did to Jade made me hate you, but if she chooses to forgive you at some point in time then who knows we might actually be able to be friends." She told him

"I understand I still love Jade but she will never be able to reciprocate my feelings. I'm happy for you both but it will take some getting used to." He said, with a small smile.

We all say goodnight and head to our tents. I really want to cuddle with Tori again, but I don't want to leave Cat alone. Tori gives Cat a hug then turns to me. Ask me to come with her for a minute so of course I follow her into her tent. Not completely sure of what is going to happen. She runs to her bag and pulls out one of her hoodies.

"I wore this yesterday so it still smells like me. I know you don't want to leave Cat so figured this would help a little." She said, holding out the hoodie.

"Thank you my love I would rather cuddle with you again but it's Cat I don't want her to get scared." I tell her, as I put the hoodie on since I'm already in my pj's.

"It's ok baby we have plenty of time to cuddle now come here and give me a goodnight kiss." She says

"I love you Tori!" I tell her

"I love you too Jade!" She says

She grabs my waist with both hands as I reach up and caress her cheek. She leans into my touch and let's me capture her lips with mine. It almost feels like a magnet is pulling us together. I nibble on her bottom lip as she pulls me even closer. Our hips are touching I feel her lick my lips begging for my to open my mouth. To which I obliged freely. Her tongue fighting for dominance neither of us giving in I feel her tighten her hold on my hips and I moan into her mouth.

She kisses down to my jaw. Featherlite kisses all the way to my ear. She nibbles on my ear kissing ever so softly. She kisses behind my ear only to drag her tongue down my neck. She  bites down and starts sucking on my neck. My breathing becoming heavier my mind is foggy this feels amazing. God she is living more love bites as she crashes her lips to mine again. Wow is all I can say I'm in a daze definitely can't seem to form a sentence so instead I decided to leave a nice mark on her neck maybe 2 we will see. I left 4 hickeys on her neck before I stopped.

It took everything in me not to go further but I know neither of us are ready. So one last kiss goodnight and holding her close to me. I pulled away and got ready to walk out but stopped spun around and kissed her one last time but this kiss was different it wasn't lust fueled. This kiss was that of pure love. I wanted her to feel the love that I hold in my heart just for her. I can't believe that I finally get to call her mine. I'm so proud to be her girlfriend. This is by far the best day of my entire life.

Author note: Jade finally got her girl, I wonder what is in store for them next. Read along and find out.