§ Until Death Do We Part §

Chapter 13: A Horrific Find

Pov. George ⚠️3,6,7,11,12⚠️

(Attempted)

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A/n
I did not pre write any of this... I just wrote it in the moment...a Sorry if the book is bad...
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I ran into the bathroom slamming the door behind me and opening the toilet lid. I unbuttoned my pants pulling them down a little before peeing into the toilet. Once I was done I pulled my pants back up and flushed the toilet before turning around to wash my hands. A small blade laid on the side of the sink... I'm guessing Sapnap was shaving again... Wait... Is that blood!?

I turned the water off and picked up the blade... Who...? Wait wasn't Tubbo just in here!? I could confront him but he'd probably hate me and he should get some sleep, especially after his nightmare. I glaced down at the blade before throwing in the trash... I hope he doesn't turn out like me.

[Flashback]

I sat in the tub with the water that filled the tub to the brim, blood running from my arms. If I live they'll definitely scar. I really hope that doesn't happen. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and dreams gentle voice "Hey, uh... George are you okay in there? You've been in there for a while." I couldn't even answer, I couldn't bring myself to lie to him... Next thing I know dream busted down the door with Sapnap behind him... They both ran around looking to help me.

I'm so glad they cared because if they didn't... I wouldn't be here anymore... I quickly got out of the bathroom... It gave me too many memories. I quietly entered Tubbo room just to check on him. He was whimpering in his sleep. He keeps flinching with tears that are running down his fragile face.

I slowly walked over to the bed and got under the blanket with him. Once I did I wrapped my arm around him to which he held me close. (Not a ship) he began muttering quietly in his sleep it was so quiet that I couldn't make anything out until he hugged me tight and said "I-I miss you mom. I'm sorry, please forgive me... And dad, I-I miss you t-too." He stopped crying, I could tell that he was feeling at least a little better. I will always be here for him.

Pov. Tubbo [time skip]

I woke up with something gently wrapped around me. I looked up and saw George... He stayed with me... All night? Why? I wiggled out of his grasp and began getting ready... I do have school today, it's fucking Monday. I opened the closet and pulled out a pair of blue jeans and a hoodie that I stole from George as well as an old vintage shirt from dream, Sapnap gave me a pair of fire earrings. I put all of it and walked into the bathroom... My blades gone. Shit! I brushed my teeth and did my business all while panicking... What if George told the others!?

I exited the bathroom soon walking to the kitchen only to find dream making breakfast which is hash browns, eggs, and croissants. It looks soooo good! "Oh! Hey Bee boi, how'd you sleep?" Dream asked pulling out a chair for me. I walked over and sat down as he began preparing my plate "I... Uh I slept good, even when George laid down in the bed." I joked "sorry." I apologized even though I knew what dream would say "it's okay to joke, you don't have to be sorry." Dream stated setting my plate Infront of me "thank you."

Soon Sapnap and George walked out and dream made their plates. We sat in silence eating in peace until I noticed the time... Fuck I missed the bus... It's not like they would take me. Guess I have to run... I'll still be late. I glaced around me, how do I deserve all of this? (Mood... I'm totally not crying in my closet while writing this, today's date: Feb 17, 2023) I ate the rest of my food and quickly doing my dish before running to the room and throwing my bag on before running to the front door.

"Where are you going?" Sapnap asked causing me to turn away from the door "um... School?" I retorted... I should NOT have done that. "Without us? How do you plan on getting there?" Dream asked laughing a little after. "I was just gonna run seeing as I missed the bus." I stated opening the door.

"Tubbo, wait I'll drive you just let me get my keys." George stated "no I couldn't ask that of you." I answered closing the door "And you didn't, so hold on. I'll drive you." George stated grabbing the keys before running over to me to reopen the door for the both of us. "Thank you." I muttered to which he nodded as I exited the house followed closely by him.

He was gonna bring it up... Wasn't he? Unless! He wasn't the one who saw the razor... Not like they could trace it back to me anyways. Why would he want to bring me to school and waste all that gas... Is he gonna yell at me? "Tubbo, what uh...  How are you feeling?" George asked, I looked up at him and the first emotion I read was pity... Fuck. "I'm okay. How about you?" I asked hoping to get off the topic of feelings "I'm uh- Tubbo... Was- did... I saw the razor in the bathroom." George stuttered out "um... Okay? I don't have any razors." I stated looking back at the floor soon we made it to the car and opened the doors before hopping in.

"Tubbo, I'm not stupid. Look I- I understand how you feel." George stated pulling up his sleeves to reveal old scars. "Oh." I sighed and pulled up my sleeve showing my bandages. I unravel them and showed him my scarred arm, some old others fresh from last night. "Tubbo, look the only way I could help is if you help me understand why, or if you just tell me anything that happens." George tried to convince. "I- I can't do that. I already showed and told you too much..." I stated as we pulled up to the school "It'll be okay, I promise if you just-" I opened the door and ran, I ran as fast as I could into the school. I didn't want to deal with his sympathy, I'm not used to it... He's lieing he doesn't care, no one does.

I entered the building and ended up running into someone causing both of us to fall on the ground. I looked up from the floor where my eyes met with Mike's "the hell tub!? God watch where your going! Also, I should repay you for getting me in trouble with my parents!" Mike shouted standing I also got up "look I'm sor-" Mike cut me off by grabbing onto my arm roughly and dragging me into the boys bathroom. The arm he grabbed was the one with the cuts and it hurt like a Motherfucker. He threw me into the wall before yelling "You selfish bastard I bet you dad let you off the hook and you didn't get in trouble! While I'm fucking grounded!" He grabbed me by the shirt and punched me in the eye, he kept punching me in my face.

Tears ran down from my eyes, everything was just so different, the three taking care of me... God I'm pathetic. "Tubs! Why the hell are crying!? Who the fuck do you think you are!? Your not special!" He shouted throwing me to the ground before kicking me a couple then he climbed on me and began the rain of punch.

"S-stop." I muttered trying to push him but instead he grabbed my arms and pinned them to the ground "Shit your so pathetic! No wonder your mother would rather kill herself than be anywhere near you!" He shouted "please, please get off." I begged causing him to blush as he quickly got off. He sped out of the bathroom leaving me laying on the dirty floor... Well that was... Weird.

Pov. Mike

Fuck that was gay... I hope he doesn't find out! I thought as I sped off to my class.

Pov. Tubbo

I got up and walked over to the sink rinsing off my face before looking in the mirror as bruises began to form over the old ones from last week... I hope Tommy and Ranboo don't ask. I thought as I left the bathroom and began my long journey to strings. I gladly made it right before the bell rang. "Hello Tubbo." Mr. Ponk greeted closing the door behind me.

"Um... Tubbo..?" Ponk question pointing at his face, oh... Shit. "It's nothing." I muttered before sitting down in my seat. The hour past very slow... It was so boring, fucking strings! Soon the bell rang so I ran out into the hallway so no awkward situation would happen. I walked into the main hallway with all the kids, I was walking down the hall when a hand reached out and grabbed me dragging me into an old bathroom.

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