§ Until Death Do We Part §

Chapter 16: Who's To Blame?

Pov. Tubbo ⚠️1,6,8⚠️

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A/N
I did not pre-write any of this... I just wrote it in the moment...(a) sorry if the book is bad...
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We turned around to see who called only to see it was some random man calling out to his son. "You know, my mom wasn't always a drunk." Ranboo stated as the swing came to a stop, his feet dragging on the sand covered ground. "And my father wasn't always a dick, but what was your mom like?" I asked looking at him as I stopped my swing "she used to bake cookies and go dancing with me, take me to the park, she used to watch cartoons with me and laugh over things... b-but then I-I ruined it all. I-I told her I w-was gay a-and then she started drinking saying that I was no son of- of hers." Ranboo began tearing up "hey, hey look at me." I grabbed his cheeks and made him look at me, tears rolling down his soft face "It's not, and never will be your fault. Your body and life is YOURS not hers, so she can't tell you what to do with it." I gave him a kiss on the cheek "you are you and I could never hate you for that." He began blushing "ahh! Tubbo look at the time!" He shouted getting up.

Which caused me to laugh "but Ranbo-" he grabbed me and dragged me out of the park "Ranboo where are we even gonna go!? We have no where to go!" I shouted as he just kept walking "Ran-ranboo?" I asked but he just walking not answering "Ranboo!!!" I shouted stopping in my tracks "Ranboo what going on?" I said as he stopped "I- I that's the point we have no where to go!" He shouted before apologizing to me. "I'm sorry just look, I- I don't know what to do either, I'm- I'm trying my best but with everything that I have to deal with... I- I just can't." He stated as we both began to walk down the sidewalk.

We made out was down the sidewalk until this van... wait is that Phil's van!? The window rolled down "Tubbo! What the hell!?" Wilbur yelled causing Ranboo and I to flinch at the sudden voice "what are you guys doing-" "Tubbo where we're you!?" Tommy yelled while running out of the van, he had tears running down his face, his breath hitched. He wrapped his arms around Ranboo and I "I- I was so wo-worried." He whispered as he began hyperventilating "I-I thought I l-lo-lost y-yo-u I wa-was so- o worrie-d! I th-ought yo-you we're g-go-gon-e!" He shouted (sorry for the stutters but he's hyperventilating and when you do that... you kinda struggle to speak or even breath... sooooo you know.) "I'm sorry! I had no Idea yo guy went looking for him." Ranboo stated as Tommy pulled back from the hug. "Where we-were y-ou tw-two?" Tommy asked wiping his eyes from the waterfall. "We- uh, we went to the park... t-to get away from everything." I stated looking at Ranboo as he glanced at me before our gaze was brought towards Tommy as he choked out sobs.

"George was look-looking fo-r you." Tommy stated as the three of us got into the van "I hope I didn't worry him too much." I stated as Phil and Wilbur began spouting about how worried they were... I could only imagine how George felt after out conversation... god how could I think this was a good idea!? I'm an idiot! "Hey Tubbo." Ranboo whispered causing me to look at him "are you okay? You seem distant." "Uh- yeah... I'm fine, it's just... never mind don't worry I'm fine." I smiled just to make sure he didn't worry. He nodded believing every word. "Where here, but uh... Tubbo we need to talk." Phil stated getting out of the van along with everyone "Tubbo!" George shouted running up to me checking if I was alright.

"Come inside, just wipe your feet at the door." Dream stated opening the door as everyone entered the door except Phil and I which caused Dream to look at us confused "I have to talk to him." Phil stated pointing at me. Dream nodded knowing Phil would only have good intentions, so Dream walked inside leaving me with Phil. Philza looked at me before putting his hands on my shoulders causing me to flinch "Tubbo..." He paused taking in a breathe "ar-are you okay?" Phil ask which stunned me... how was I supposed to answer? "Y-yeah I'm fine, why?" I asked scared for the answer.

"Tubbo, I have a confession to make." What- what did he mean confession? "Huh?" I asked extremely confused by what he meant. "We- uh... I guess I'll just rip it off like a bandaid, Tubbo, we saw your house." Phil stated causing my eyes to widen... they... they went to my house? They- they saw everything!? I quickly ran inside the house looking at Wilbur and Tommy "So-so yo-you saw it th-e-n!? Huh!? I kn-know you did! I-I- How cou-could you!? Yo-u, I can't be-believe you! I-I'm- you- I- I can't believe you! I- how- he- GOD!" I shouted sobbing, they saw it, all of it!

They know

It's all your fault

Your dad was right

I turned to the door before dashing out of it, People tried to run after me but couldn't make it out the door due to everyone pushing, I ran faster and faster. I didn't even know where I was going anymore but I just kept running. My legs began to hurt and I ended up collapsing onto the muddy ground, I can't believe they know... I tried pushing myself up but I had no strength left so I just kept laying on the muddy ground. I let out a deep sigh as I looked up to the vast forest surrounding me... I looked deeper into the forest just glancing around until I spotted a little cabin just sitting there in all of its (tiny) glory.

I laid my head back into the mud, I should get some sleep, I thought before passing out.

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A/N

Guys it's totally done, all of done! Yep

But seriously I know what the ending should be, and no this is NOT it! But I'm tired so so very tired.

I barely slept this week at most 3 hours or 4 hours. And it's been okay I guess. Ugh... so how are you? I hope you feel okay ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Try and enjoy your day / night

💐 If it's night please try and sleep. 💐