you found me - Rafe Cameron

III - here we go... again

There it is.
The house with the burgundy red door. Why am I here? I don't know. I contemplate turning around and going back home but I find my feet walking towards the door. I knock and feel temptation to run away. I wait for a moment, nothing happens. Just as i'm about to walk away I hear the door open.

"Hello?" I hear a husky voice say.
I turn around to see a tall man wearing familiar grey style jogging bottoms holding the door open.

• Rafe POV •

There she is. The girl I once believed was my everything. The girl who I hadn't seen for the past four years of my life.

"Shay?" I say. Thinking i'm dreaming because there's no way it's actually her.
"Hey Cameron." She replies. Lifting her head from the ground to facing me. I stepped down from the step and slowly walked towards her. I couldn't even think straight. All I wanted to do was hold her. So I did.

• Shaine POV •

Rafe slowly walked down towards me. Before saying any other word he just grabbed me around my waist holding me tightly. I wrapped my arms around his neck. God it felt so right. I felt so safe in his arms. I felt so complete. Like the whole world had just switched off in that moment. For some reason it felt like everything was okay again. It was like that feeling when you return home after a long long day.
God I missed him, a lot more than I knew.

I let go and we look into each others eyes for a few seconds then I just get this urge to kiss him. Like I needed to touch him to breathe. I needed to feel him to feel alive again. He kisses me back and I push him inside shutting the door behind me. He pushes me against the wall while literally ripping my shirt of me. His hands trail around my curves while he kissed my neck.
"God." I sigh.
"He won't save you when i'm finished with you." He says, his eyes staring into mine.
I pull his neck close and I kiss him. I twist him around and I kiss from his neck, to his shoulders, down his spine. My hands reaching his joggers pulling them down. He takes them off completely.

He turns back around pulling my trousers down afterwards lifting me up while kissing me, carrying me to the bed. He throws me onto it. He kisses down from my neck to my thighs.
"I've missed this." He says.
"Prove it."
"What?" He says looking up at me.
"Prove to me how much you've missed this." I don't care about anything right now. I just want. No. I need Rafe right now.

He doesn't hesitate to pull everything else off my body until there's nothing on me. He pulls me legs up then pulls them apart. He leans in the middle kissing from my stomach downwards causing my back to arch. It's been so long since I felt this good. I feel like i'm back to the old me all those years ago. It's like only Rafe knows how to make me feel this way and make me feel good.

He comes back up.
"You want me?" He asks.
"Yes." I reply.
"What do you want?" He asks.
"I want all of you, now." I say.

He reaches to the drawer beside his bed to get a condom but I stop him.
"Wait i'm on the pill."
"What? Why?"
"Well after what happened I didn't want to take any chances." Rafe smirks and kisses me.
He lines himself up to me before pushing himself inside of me. We both moan out at the feeling.
I hold tightly onto him as he pushes repeats his movements. He leans down and kisses my lips.

God I have missed this. I have missed him. It felt so good being with him again. I know how wrong it is, I mean I have a boyfriend, I have Noah but with Rafe, everything has always felt different. Every time we we're together, I felt so calm and at peace and to this day, it hasn't changed. Every time we had sex, it was like we both knew what we both wanted. Like we could read each others minds or something. Rafe is different for me. He always has been, and maybe he always will be.