Journals (2-D x Reader)

(5)

There was a knock on my door..
I was expecting it to be Billie but I had just called him. Who could it be?
I open the door to see...Stuart!? I thought he was...
"Stu?!" I shouted
"Y/n?" He said back to me
"I thought you were.." I say while trailing off
As tears form into my eyes I hug him tightly.
"Y/n..you're squeezing me.." He says flatly
"I- Sorry I didn't mean to.." I said "I'll be back.."
I go upstairs to the phone in my room and I call Billie
"Hey you weren't on your way we're you..?" I ask
"No, I was just about to leave, is everything okay?" He answers
"Something kind of came up but we can hang out another time if that's okay."
"It's fine I understand."
I run quickly downstairs to find Murdoc on my couch and Stu not in sight.
"Where did Stuart go?" I ask Murdoc
"He said something about his girlfriend and he needs to see her, honestly I wasn't listening."
"How is he back to normal now?"
"Er, you might not like this but poor lad flew out of my wind screen...Oh! It just came to me, face ache said he was bringing his girlfriend here, because we're moving to this lovely place I have called Kong Studios, Y/n luv, you're in a band now."
"Slow your roll...Does Stuart remember anything..? Like from me taking care of him?"
"No, I don't think so."
"How could he run to his girlfriend like this after I took care of him for two weeks?! Two weeks isn't a lot but it's a lot more than what Paula would do for him!"
"Faceache is a halfwit, he's pretty dumb for picking some girl over you as it seems but that's his choice."
Upset, I storm to the kitchen to grab my journal and I go upstairs

August 24th 1997
Stuart is out of his catatonic state by some miracle and I barely get appreciation from him. He just runs over to that girlfriend of his, I don't know if I should be happy he's back or mad at him for not even caring I was worried, maybe he doesn't remember anything. I have so many emotions to feel and I don't know which ones to deal with. I just want to disappear. On top of the whole Stuart thing, Murdoc is making me join his stupid band and move out of my house, I'm so frustrated right now, I should start packing my stuff but how am I gonna deal with living in the same home as Stuart, Murdoc and PAULA!!! I just want to cry.

I go back downstairs after 20 minutes of writing in my journal and packing I find Stuart and Paula. I muster everything I have to be nice and not just snap right there.
"Hello." I say
"Finally she's down here!" Paula says
"Sorry to keep you guys waiting..."
"Right, let's go now." Murdoc says
As we were leaving I double triple checked that I had my journal.
"So, Y/n luv, we can pick up your furniture tomorrow."
"Alright."
"Y/n?"
"Yeah Stu?"
"How much did you check on me while Paula was taking care of me, when I was in a catatonic state?"

I got so mad at the thought that Paula lied to him, and knowing that she didn't check on him ONCE! but of course I wouldn't blow up on Stu like that, So I calmed myself down
"Lots. Right Paula?"
"Right Y/n." Paula responded

Today already being so eventful I just wanted to curl into a ball and cry. Murdoc looked over at me confused as to why I didn't say anything. I just nodded my head and said "Hey Murdoc can we talk later?"
"Of course Y/n."
Murdoc was being considerate compared to when I first met him, and I appreciated it.
Paula keeps kissing Stu to get on my nerves and cuddling up on him. I really want to say something to her but I don't want Stuart to hate me.

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30 minutes later

"Ah, so welcome to our new crib, lovely isn't it?" Murdoc says
"Oh it is! Murdoc, show me to my room!" Paula says
"Alright luv" Murdoc says with a weird laugh
They walk into a long distant hallway and just leaves me and Stu there.
I sigh and Stuart starts patting his legs.
"So.." I say "It's uh. Good for you to be back again. You know.."
"Yeah." He says cutting me off
What happened to us..we were best friends?
"How did Paula react when you came back around?" I ask trying to hold a conversation
"She was happy. Uhm I'm sorry Y/n I should get to bed, it's been a long day." Stuart says
"Yeah..No I agree. Night."
"Night."
Just in time Paula and Murdoc get back
"Come on Stu-pot! I'll show you to our room!" Paula shouts
"Alright Luv." He said
As they walked away I caved into the couch and Murdoc had came and sat down.
"So Y/n luv, what did you want to talk about earlier?" Murdoc asked
"Huh? Oh. Yeah that..It's about Paula and Stuart." I say
"Why didn't you say anything about her lying to faceache about her watching him?"
"I already think he hates me now or something and I don't want to make him hate me more by screaming at Paula."
"The truth always comes to light."
"Yeah..I guess...he's just been acting so, distant."
"How so?"
"I tried to make conversation with him and he just avoided it. It's like he didn't want to talk to me at all."
"Can you recall doing anything that would've upset the idiot?"
"Um, no. Not that I can think of, it's just ever since he started dating Paula I feel like he's been drifting away from me."
"Probably because Paula has a problem with it."
"He wanted to tell me something before the accident and he still never told me."
"Maybe that poor sap can't remember."
"Maybe..."
"You know, you can be really helpful when you want to be Murdoc."
"Don't get used to it."
"Ah there it is. Show me my room i'm exhausted."
"Okay Y/n."
"Thanks Mudz."
I walked into a dim lit bedroom with a small mattress on the floor. Better than sleeping on the floor.

This chapter was more eventful. And lots more coming 1886 words