Found

Virgin Alert

TW: SEXUAL ABUSE

Leah's POV:

I've never had that happen to me before.

I don't think more than half of the school knows me, I mean I try to keep a low profile.

I didn't think that Mark, one of the hottest guys in school would know who I was. 

After being told that you are hideous and no one will ever want you for years, you start to believe it.

I don't think he'll tell anybody about that at least I hope he doesn't.

Boy was I wrong...

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Alice walked up to me while I was on my way to lunch, and started to bash me like normal.

"So, I heard about the little incident with mark." She said with a giggle

I froze

He told people, I mean it's not that big of a deal but now everyone knows I'm a virgin that hasn't even had their first kiss yet.

"Yeah, he just wanted an easy f**k, so he bet us 50 bucks he could get you to sleep with him in less than 10 minutes."

It was a bet. So he didn't actually like me. Seth was right. I mean he never said he liked me but, it felt nice to think someone wanted to go out of their way to talk to me. but I was wrong. Stupid Leah.

"All I'm saying is you should have taken him up on his offer, you probably will never get another opportunity like that hun. If you haven't noticed you are not that wanted, I mean why would you be, look at you. You're an ugly whore that can't get any d**k to save her life." she laughs in my face

"Im-m only 14 Alice-e" I tried to defend myself

"I've had guys all over me since middle school, now I'm a senior and I'm sitting on a different d**k every night. You wish you were like me." She spits and walks off

Wow. I really don't but whatever Alice. That is what I wanted to say but I don't have to confidence to stand against her

I walk down to the lunch room and sit down at the very back table and pull out my book.

Seth doesn't allow me to eat lunch, and nobody at school really cares if I do or not.

As I'm reading, Chris comes up to me, Mark's best friend.

"OHHHH virgin alert" He says as he sits down across from me

Gosh, when did these people have sex for the first time in elementary school?! I'm A freshman for gosh sake

"I'm only-y a-a-a Freshmanm-m Chris-s-s"

"I'm going to say that at least 90% of the freshman here are not virgins" He laughs 

"Why-y is it that-t b-big-g o-of a deal? I'm saving m-myself for the r-right g-guy."

I actually am waiting for marriage, I think that it's nice to have something to share with only one person. 

But also I'm scared to have sex because I wouldn't know what I was doing and also because of Seth, what if that is how it works? Painful.

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I left the lunch room with an empty stomach because I know I'm not supposed to eat at school, last time I did he found out and I got the worst beating I ever have.

I move on to my next class with people throwing little mean comments, just the usual

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