𝐌𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐇𝐮𝐬𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝

4. 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧

aeri: y/nah this is jungkook my soon-to-be husband

she chuckled while looking at him with a heart full of contentment, while he looked back at her with the most beautiful smile I've ever seen 

(i can't ruin them, ill just have to 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 my feelings away) 

my feeling for him for the past 5 years

i still remember the first time i saw him on tv as the "youngest CEO of the business world-Jeon Jungkook"

all of those people were interviewing and he flashed them with nothing but a bright smile, just that one bright smile made me fall for him)

aeri: and junkook this is my sister y/n 

he looked at me with a stern face and put out his hand for a handshake

jungkook: hello y/n , I'm jungkook

I was hesitant to take his hand but I knew id never be able to get closer to him than this so I took it 

it was 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎, I smiled back at him 

y/n: hello..

he quickly pulled away 

aeri: and jungkook did you know that y/n admires your work and all, since 5 years ago, she has always wanted to be like you!

she remembers that day, that day when I showed his interview to her, she wasn't interested in seeing the news she just said that he was handsome back then but I never knew id meet him like this with the same person who wasn't interested in him long ago 

jungkook: oh I didn't think I could be an inspiration to anyone!

y/n: n-no, you did 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒎𝒆 i-in a lot of ways 

(you just don't know.....)

jungkook: I'm glad that I helped you even though we never actually met

y/n: y-yeah..

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ah I dwelled into my thoughts again and lost track of time, it seemed to be pretty late, i should have dinner and go back to sleep

i got up from the chair in the balcony, shut the door behind me, and went downstairs to the dining hall

i realized jungkook was already having his meal, i quickly turned away to get on the stairs back to my room cause i didn't want to disturb him 

but suddenly i heard a loud crash of a plate

i turned just to meet jungkooks eyes

jungkook: why are you here! 

y/n: ......i..um...for..dinner

jungkook: why do you think there is a calling button in your bedroom, i let it get installed because I didn't want your fucking ass to be moving around my house all the time! 

y/n: o-oh...I'm...sorry, I didn't....know

jungkook: then fucking get back to your room now!

y/n: yeah... I was....going back...

I turned away and walked straight to my room, i could hear jungkook yelling "argh why did I have to see that thing's face, even when I'm peacefully eating"

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since I'm not hungry anymore, more like my hunger died when I heard jungkook say those words to me, so i didn't bother to call up for maids to get me the dinner

I really am foolish to love someone who doesn't even consider me a human,

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as they say, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 someone is hard, and 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 someone you loved is the 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕 thing you could ever experience

I'm the same, trying and trying, and.... it never stops, the memories just keep coming back,

 oh how I wish...i could forget him being nice to me in the past, it's all because of me

in everything and anything, I'm always the villain or the 𝒖𝒏𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 side character of every story, even in my own story, I still seem to be the bad guy,

 unlike 𝒉𝒆𝒓, who was always the main character, always the princess, always a pleasant surprise in everyone's eyes 

and I'm just another eyesore I guess, who stays in the shadows and only comes out to be tormented, played with, and to be thrown into agony 

this is who I am, just a 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆

right aeri...

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author: dear readers, hope you have had a wonderful day, and that you guys liked this chapter, ill post the next one in a bit, please don't give up on me :)