𝐌𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐇𝐮𝐬𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝

14.reveal

jungkook came back with furiousness in his eyes, he didn't want to let her go, but his ego told him  that what he did was right , for the best, his heart felt somehow heavy, the moment he knew she was pregnant, he was somehow happy ,

 there was this instinct telling him that it was his child, but knowing that he never touched her once out of love he knew he'd be kidding himself if he accepted the child as his

he waited with a hint of excitement for the reports to arrive, but the moment they reached his hands, he felt so furious that he wanted to unalive the person who did this to her, not knowing that he was the one he's been raging on all this time

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y/n carefully places the jasmine flowers on the plane wooden shelf

she moved into a tiny apartment, far away from people who were her so called family, a man who was still her lawfully wedded husband who had no place for her in his heart 

She was still confused in despair on how the report went wrong , she knew this child was his, and she was right, but she was still confused about how it went wrong

there is a subtle knock on the door

landlord: hi dear, Im here to give you this, my husband just cooked us some food , I hope you won't mind having some

y/n: ah, sure, thanks a lot

landlord: nono , its ok, a pregnant young lady should be eating lots of food, so here this is fish curry kinda sour but also sweet

y/n: yes...thanks alot

y/n was amused by the kindness of the land lady, she thought to herself that for the first time someone was offering to help her heartfully

she placed the dish on the table, grabbed a bowl of rice, and swiftly mixed it up and had a bite, The taste was praiseworthy, just as the lady said it was sour but also sweet kinda satisfied her unknown cravings

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a few days flew by, y/n was living a peaceful life, she thought to herself so many times that this could be a dream

Here and then she would sit on the porch and think about the times in the mansion, They were only bitter of course, but he was somehow the only thing that made those painful memories a little comforting although he never even tried to make her smile

she looked back to times when her sister said that she loved him with all her heart, and that accident, thinking back to it only made her sad

The guilt never went away, it was tying y/n down a lot more that now she was pregnant, she constantly kept thinking how she had finally broken her sisters' belief, and she felt disgusted at times thinking how she could've chosen to stop this pregnancy from taking place

but most of the time she was happy about it, she felt lucky enough to have this child, his child...their child

She knew he'd never come back, he didn't have anything to do with the child, it was hers now, her child....she thought.

and she knew she has to move on and its gonna be hard, but she was hoping for a better future of her child, Thinking about taking her/him to school and hugs just made y/ns heart tingle in excitement, she was excited to give something to the child, something she never received,..love

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the mansion was filled with winter silence, it was cold, and silent, it was no different from a graveyard except that it had living souls 

jungkook all of a sudden went dull, he wasn't just lacking in his business but also during his time at home

now and then he would drop glasses, without knowing time went by either fast or slow around him 

such incidents happened to him the first month after aerie death, he cried at times back then, but now his ego wouldn't even allow that 

he felt guilty for doing something like that, but he tried his best not to take it up to his head

today was no different he again just went on with his day, like a robot with no emotions

he came to find y/n room door was slightly open, he went to investigate, when he peeked in he saw hyori making up the bed

he came and surprised hyori 

hyori: oh master...is there anything you'd like

jungkook: Nothing, but what are you doing in this room..

hyori:....

she was hesitant at first

hyori: Even though she isn't here, just out of habit I've been cleaning the room every day 

it made jungkooks heart beat a lot louder now, due to guilt, 

He felt like someone was choking him, he was running out of breath and so he ran out

The moment he reached his room, he felt he could breathe again

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as jungkook was slowly seeping into sleep, he suddenly shuddered at a voice

it sounded familiar, it was aeri's

aeri: jungkook......

she called out to him as if she was lost and calling out for help

Without thinking a second he got up and ran out to see where the sound was coming from

he realized it was coming from y/ns room or at least was her room

he slowly opened the door revealing a slender figure

jungkook: a-aeri.....

he was in disbelief of what he's seeing, it was like a dream

aeri: ah...hi honey

she smiled at him as if its been so long since they met, it made him want to cry out in her arms

jungkook: I-, is this reality 

aeri: i dont know, you tell me, am I dreaming...or is it you

jungkook: I-i dont.....I missed you a lot... a lot really

aeri: mhm I did as well, oh wait...wheres my sister, ive heard that-

jungkook: im sorry, it was forced, I never intended to that marriage

aeri slowly moved towards him, she held his hands in hers

aeri: jungkook....she was also forced, did you think about that even once

That sent jungkook into despair

aeri: she loves you dear, even more than me...but what have you done jungkook

The words "what have you done" kept spinning around, again and again like a radio but with each time the voice kept getting louder and louder

he wasn't able to bare 

and suddenly he woke up, it was still night, he was in his bed with a cold sweat on his face

jungkook: huff! huff!

he looked around to see that he was still in bed

he got up and went straight to y/ns room, he looked around the room that was lit up in moon light

he looked around for a bit as if he was searching for something, he didn't know what it was but he kept rummaging through the desks and finally, her cupboard that still had her clothes, he looked through to find a book

a diary, as if he found a treasure he held onto it tightly 

jungkook: this...why is this here

jungkook immediately recognized the diary, he knew it was aeri's, but never had a chance to read it before, because he didn't want to force aeri to let him read it

He slowly started to flip through it